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11:35 PM
changed place again!
argh stupid guyy!
today dint go near ah ma's blk.
so dint visit her.
tmr no chance le bah.
walked alot today wid zhen.
so LOST!!
and yea.. the farmway LRT and cheng lim LRT ain't workin.
we got into so much walkin was cos of tis 2 stations. -.-"
tmr raffles place MRT.
heard tt is gif out to ppl de.
sians.
hope wun wrk long dere.
FASTER change place!! =\
`patriciaa~
11:10 PM
time passed quickly and easily today.
today changed place.
go sengkang to gif out flyers.
den realised tt i had gone to abt two relatives'hse to gif flyers.
jus tt i dunno.
and of course.
wheneva mention abt sengkang,
i wld tot of ah ma.
yeah! actually wan visit her.
bt den dint go to her blk.
so tot of another dae.
and yea while eating lunch at rivervale mall.
saw her and her grp of frens.
glad to knw tt she ain't tt lonely.
at lest hv sum frens to chit chat wid.
glad tt she had adapt da life in sengkang.
she was so happy to see me today.
i cld sense her loneliness..actually.
so wheneva i cld..esp tis wk. i wil try to visit her as much as possible.
today gif da kids a test b4 their CA on wed.
both scored quite well. and dint cry. hahax.
so happy: tests successful, saw ah ma!!
i love my grandma =)
`patriciaa~
11:18 PM
i've been coughing and coughing.
for a few wks heh?
yea it's terrible.
and recently gt lotsa pimples popped up on my forehead. *sighs*
i hate ppl who dun reply my sms.
tts why i dun rrly tk initiative to sms others first.
YOU are the one tt knw me da best.
den why are YOU doin tis to me??!!!
i hate it!!!!!! hate tt feeling of waiting for replies.
gimme excuses of nt wanting to disturb me.
tts nt wat i wan..
PLS.. dun ever do tt again.
YOU are hurting me......
`patriciaa~
10:08 PM
yeahh! finally wkends!
wkends=no wrk!
love love!
today dear was so scary.
turned back to his paranoid old self.
tel me he's losing confidence in himself.
yea tt rrly shocked me.
i was so scared he wld go back to his old self.
and one ting for sure.. as i said..
i wil owaes love you and only leave u if u did sth wrong to me.
so PLS dun ever go back to ur old self again.
`patriciaa~
11:01 PM
today was so scaryy.
gt da landed property areas.
den kena frightened by those guard dogs.
n dint slack much today.
cos was lyk being watched.
and was driven all ard.
zhen almost cnt tk it.
and so end wrk punctually and i rushed to tuition.
gonna gif dem a test tis mon to prepare for their coming CA1.
tink shd'nt set too hard.
dun wanna disappoint those kids and myselff. =\
`patriciaa~
10:35 PM
tt job...
even thou slackk.
bt its quite tiring for me.
mayb cos i nt used to tis kinda harsh workin conditions bah.
tink im abit sick nw..
and my whole body ache.
i rrly wonder...
shd i cont workin???
my parents strongly disagree me workin tt job aft knowin abt me sickk.
bt i sure wil endure thru da 2wks..
jus to let sharon's fren replace me.
who knows..
i mite gt used to tis job aft a few days.
so.......
we will see.
honestly, i hoped to wrk wid dear.
in less than two wks his hols wil start.
so gotta lookout for jobs too. =)
`patriciaa~
11:22 PM
aft today..
i noticed tt earning moni is hard..
esp those by hours de..
its rrly pathetic..
one meal and one hour of ur pay is gone.
even when i wan buy sth cheap i tink twice today.
wats wrong wid me??
for today, i learnt sth new.
tt moni isn't earned easily.
i oughta be more thrifty..
esp when i hv lotsa tings i wanted to buyy.
mayb goin out to wrk is sth gd..
experience gained and lesson learnt.
`patriciaa~
9:56 PM
by rite for today,
nid go sch early in da morning to hand in tt electives form.
n u knw wat?
its based on first come first serve basis.
means if u reach earlier u gt higher priority of gettin in wat u chose.
how can studies b a form of tis basis?
even thou my results aren't gd...
i mite feel better if its based on results and u choose.
tink many ppl feel da same way too.
as it was da first dae of wrk for me, bel, sharon and zhen..
we cnt mk it for tt..
so we passed our forms to xinni las wk..
anw thx xinni!! you are great! =)
bt sum ppl r jus too bored when queuing bah..
go complain to teachers abt xinni takin too many forms to help..
say nt fair.. wth la..
cnt those idiots use their brains?
if we dere wil oso b ard xinni de lor..
its jus tt we cnt mk it n ask her help nia..
and heard tt xinni shou wei qu le..
so sry..
gt chance i wil help u 'revenge' de.. =x
hmm..so basically today is da first dae of tt flyers job.
thx to sharon we gt tis job! hehe. quite fun n slackk.
yupps.. so we used da 'oh beh som' method to decide pair up wid hu..
n today zhen is my partner..
tmr wil b belinda! =)
and dear today sick.
dint go sch.
and so dint gt to mit him at all.
dint gt to tel him abt my first dae of wrk.
nvm. tmr bah!
today was his first dae of 3wk proj..
tink quite impt thou.
yea. so gt well soon.
love ya.
`patriciaa~
9:47 PM
tmr wil start tt flyers job.
nw..mixed feelings...
anxious, worried, excited, scared.
yea..hope all will be fine..
bless me.
and dear lyk sick le..
do tk care.
love love!
gt well soon!
`patriciaa~
9:23 PM
wonder how life wld be widout you.
you had became an impt part of my life.
pls.. dun leave me.
`patriciaa~
10:41 PM
today isn't my dayy.
well. basically went back to tt company for da 2nd interview.
bt it isn't interview bt introducing abt their products.
ask us go back again tmr for training n stuffs.
bt nt goin back le.
da company looks suspicious.
when we dun wan wrk, kip persuading us to wrk.
and interview oso received a few calls to remind us nt to 4gt.
whr gt company so strange de.
lyk begging ppl to stay lidat. =x
so finally we decided nt to wrk.
of course of da comments post online too.
nt veri gd impression wid tt company liao.
so gonna start tt flyers job on mon.
tk one step at a tym bah.
and saw weizhen n huilian's permed hair today.
tink weizhen's one was stil ok.
even thou she complain straighten back liao.
huilian's one was quite terrible, honestly. as her hair was quite damaged.
was so angry wid dear today.
aft interview mit him in his sch.
as in ard 1hr plus de ride.
den reach his SCH GATE liao he tel mi gt another proj to do.
i was lyk.. wth..
den tel him i go walk ard le den mit him..
in e end i went off le den he came out find me.
wanted gimme a surprise.
when i knw tt i gt even angrier.
why waste tym n dun do proj?
i was stil waiting for u!!!
bt thx for tryin to gimme tt suprise.
and i had oridy corrected u wats da rite way of giving me surprise.
sorry for being so fierce to u today.
cos i rrly cnt tahan.
bt aft sayin all out..
ahhhh.. i feel much betta nw.
den aft tt we went orchard shoppin.
all was fine again. hehex. love ya. <3
`patriciaa~
9:28 PM
hols here i come!!!!
hee.yea. hols is here. today is da last dae of sch.
bt gotta fussed over job stuffs heh.
nt gonna rot hm thruout tt 2mths! =x
drama lessons were quite fun. bt it last for 4hrs.
so tiring. today was indeed tiring for me.
cos wherever i go, i feel lyk slpin. =\
den aft tt mit dear in sch and we went swimmin!
today's swimmin was fun as we had lotsa time to spend dere.
dear end early today and my tuition was changed to nite.
so we spent hrs in tpy swimmin complex! =p
nt purely swimming, and also sun tanning, 'mushroom massaging'..
those few hrs of enjoyment had rrly cleared all my troubles. =)
hope dear feel da same too! tmr last dae of stress! jia you!
and also do wrk hard for tt upcoming 3wk proj!
`patriciaa~
11:41 PM
today damn slackk.
sch only one hr. almost late for sch.
bt luckily stil can mk it.
aft tt do drama proj..which gonna present tmr.
hehex.quite coolz! tmr shd b fun! =)
den aft tt sept love bt without jiashan and sharon, we went tg pagar for an interview.
( bel only pei us go. dint attend interview.)
at da place we are so noisy heh.
cos we were laughing da whole way thru.
hope dint left bad impression.
anw today was da veri first job interview in my life.
quite successful.
bt tinkin back at wat my parents sae was indeed discouraging.
tey told me is da company reliable? and stuffs lidat.
jus lyk da flyers job. so much complaints too.
so nw i am so lost. dunno wat to do.
mayb tk one step at a time bah.
nw doin da writt comm essay. hope can fin by tonite.
hehex. gtg do hwk liao. see ya!
sch only one hr. almost late for sch.
bt luckily stil can mk it.
aft tt do drama proj..which gonna present tmr.
hehex.quite coolz! tmr shd b fun! =)
den aft tt sept love bt without jiashan and sharon, we went tg pagar for an interview.
( bel only pei us go. dint attend interview.)
at da place we are so noisy heh.
cos we were laughing da whole way thru.
hope dint left bad impression.
anw today was da veri first job interview in my life.
quite successful.
bt tinkin back at wat my parents sae was indeed discouraging.
tey told me is da company reliable? and stuffs lidat.
jus lyk da flyers job. so much complaints too.
so nw i am so lost. dunno wat to do.
mayb tk one step at a time bah.
nw doin da writt comm essay. hope can fin by tonite.
hehex. gtg do hwk liao. see ya!
`patriciaa~
10:39 PM
happy valentine's dayy!
today was coolz!
basically cos i enjoyed my valentine date. hehex.
lessons as usual. finally da socpsy tut 2 was over!
den aft sch mit dear at tpy. mit le we go tpy town parkk first.
and dear gimme my valentine present.. a necklace wid a heart shaped pendant.
nice nice. i like! jus myy type. hehe. u do knw me well heh.
yea den it was hot at da parkk. so he suggested goin PS walk walk.
PS was oso crowded wid couples. hee. today is such a sweettt dayyy.
and today plucked out alot of courage to sae tt 6 magical words:
" qing ai de wo ai ni"...
wats so hard abt sayin it.. y did i tk so long to sae so. so malu. =.=
bt anyways, i did sae it out today. so relieved nw.
hope dear lyk my present for him. love love!
once again, happy valentine to ALL!
today was coolz!
basically cos i enjoyed my valentine date. hehex.
lessons as usual. finally da socpsy tut 2 was over!
den aft sch mit dear at tpy. mit le we go tpy town parkk first.
and dear gimme my valentine present.. a necklace wid a heart shaped pendant.
nice nice. i like! jus myy type. hehe. u do knw me well heh.
yea den it was hot at da parkk. so he suggested goin PS walk walk.
PS was oso crowded wid couples. hee. today is such a sweettt dayyy.
and today plucked out alot of courage to sae tt 6 magical words:
" qing ai de wo ai ni"...
wats so hard abt sayin it.. y did i tk so long to sae so. so malu. =.=
bt anyways, i did sae it out today. so relieved nw.
hope dear lyk my present for him. love love!
once again, happy valentine to ALL!
`patriciaa~
9:57 PM
so tired.
today wake up early for socpsy hwk.
bt in e end most of my grp members were late and end up waiting 1hour for dem to come.
shd'nt wake up so early heh? -.-"
bt in e end dint do fin. tmr 3hrs brk cont. =so today aft da writt comm consultation, i and my drama members went to marine parade community building to interview mr alvin tan frm THE NECESSARY STAGE.
waited quite some time for him to be back.
den started da interview while im da interviewer.-.-
mk quite a few mistakes. so malu. =/
bt overall ok ba.lucki tt guy quite frenly.
den aft tt rushed back bishan for tuition. quite tiring sia.
and today sharon intro me, lixin and bel to a distribute flyers job.
hmm.even though da pay nt veri gd, i tink stil can try workin bah, bt my parents warned me tt it cld be quite tiring.
it was a struggle. bt finally i tk da job.
since dear gonna start his 3wk proj frm early mornin til evening le.
and nobody can pei me go gai liao. so mite as well wrk bah.
mayb try workin for a while, if cannt den aft dear start hols den we find wrk tgt bah.hehex.
so tink wil start workin nxt mon. first wk of hols.
of course i did some planning..can stil mit dear b4 and after wrk as his 3wk proj is lyk workin hours thou.
arghhhh. stil gt so much hwk undone.stress arh.
esp my writt comm essays. all my darlings fin liao..i haven even touch..
looks lyk im havin hols mood liao.
no inspiration at all. somebody help me!!!!
today wake up early for socpsy hwk.
bt in e end most of my grp members were late and end up waiting 1hour for dem to come.
shd'nt wake up so early heh? -.-"
bt in e end dint do fin. tmr 3hrs brk cont. =so today aft da writt comm consultation, i and my drama members went to marine parade community building to interview mr alvin tan frm THE NECESSARY STAGE.
waited quite some time for him to be back.
den started da interview while im da interviewer.-.-
mk quite a few mistakes. so malu. =/
bt overall ok ba.lucki tt guy quite frenly.
den aft tt rushed back bishan for tuition. quite tiring sia.
and today sharon intro me, lixin and bel to a distribute flyers job.
hmm.even though da pay nt veri gd, i tink stil can try workin bah, bt my parents warned me tt it cld be quite tiring.
it was a struggle. bt finally i tk da job.
since dear gonna start his 3wk proj frm early mornin til evening le.
and nobody can pei me go gai liao. so mite as well wrk bah.
mayb try workin for a while, if cannt den aft dear start hols den we find wrk tgt bah.hehex.
so tink wil start workin nxt mon. first wk of hols.
of course i did some planning..can stil mit dear b4 and after wrk as his 3wk proj is lyk workin hours thou.
arghhhh. stil gt so much hwk undone.stress arh.
esp my writt comm essays. all my darlings fin liao..i haven even touch..
looks lyk im havin hols mood liao.
no inspiration at all. somebody help me!!!!
`patriciaa~
9:55 PM
ARGH! i gave up! in changing my blogskin.
lolx. so ma fan.
wait til one fine dae gt ppl willing help mi change den change bah.
hahax.
hmm.today is da last dae of CNY le. *saddened*
no more hongbaos. hv to wait a year for da nxt one to come le.
+happy waiting+
finally today hv enuf slp. woke up at ard 11.30am today.
lolx.it shw hw tired i had been.
went for tuition at hougang. gave dem a test cos their CA1 coming.
bt both of dem flunk da paper. i'm such a failure.
wonder hw tey cope wid their papers tis coming week. *sighs*
today dint rrly go out at all.
even da karaoke session was cancelled.
cos my mom n sis were sick.
today was a boring dae.
basically bcos dint mit dear today as he gotta study for tests.
good luck for ur tests.
studyy hard and may you score well. =D
i miss you so.
lolx. so ma fan.
wait til one fine dae gt ppl willing help mi change den change bah.
hahax.
hmm.today is da last dae of CNY le. *saddened*
no more hongbaos. hv to wait a year for da nxt one to come le.
+happy waiting+
finally today hv enuf slp. woke up at ard 11.30am today.
lolx.it shw hw tired i had been.
went for tuition at hougang. gave dem a test cos their CA1 coming.
bt both of dem flunk da paper. i'm such a failure.
wonder hw tey cope wid their papers tis coming week. *sighs*
today dint rrly go out at all.
even da karaoke session was cancelled.
cos my mom n sis were sick.
today was a boring dae.
basically bcos dint mit dear today as he gotta study for tests.
good luck for ur tests.
studyy hard and may you score well. =D
i miss you so.
`patriciaa~
8:46 PM
again. today needa wake up early.
i'm losing lotsa slp. -.-"
went sch for da JAE duty.
gt da earliest shift. start at 8.30am!
so u can imagine wat time i wake up heh.
it was so boring on duty today.
mayb cos too early. therefore not many ppl ard. so quite bored.
aft 11am when my shift end, went jurong point wid bel n lx. hehe.
shop ard lo.. walk walk eat eat..
aft tt i left earlier to mit dear at tpy den we go turf city de mac to study.
and he cant concentrate much cos of da loud radio dere. so we left quite soon.
so went back tpy de town park and rot dere a while b4 meetin my parents for dinner.
to DEAR: hope u gt enuf time to study and sry to ask u out today cos i scared i wil miss you tmr as we nt meetin..hehex..gd luck for ur tests for tis following wk! =)
i'm losing lotsa slp. -.-"
went sch for da JAE duty.
gt da earliest shift. start at 8.30am!
so u can imagine wat time i wake up heh.
it was so boring on duty today.
mayb cos too early. therefore not many ppl ard. so quite bored.
aft 11am when my shift end, went jurong point wid bel n lx. hehe.
shop ard lo.. walk walk eat eat..
aft tt i left earlier to mit dear at tpy den we go turf city de mac to study.
and he cant concentrate much cos of da loud radio dere. so we left quite soon.
so went back tpy de town park and rot dere a while b4 meetin my parents for dinner.
to DEAR: hope u gt enuf time to study and sry to ask u out today cos i scared i wil miss you tmr as we nt meetin..hehex..gd luck for ur tests for tis following wk! =)
`patriciaa~
11:24 PM
thx to joy and bel! i can cont posting again.hehes.
and of course nt forgetting those tt tried to help too!!
thx thx! =)
congrats to those tt gt gd results in da o lvl!!
and for those hu did nt do as well, cheer up! =D
for today, wake up early in da morning even thou no sch.
accompany my sis to checkup at health centre.
given such early appointment, bt ended everythin within 30mins. WTH.. -.-
aft tt went hm rest n slp til ard 2pm den wake up and mit dear.
mit him at bugis. so shop a while ard dere. den decide go hm first b4 watchin da fireworks at esplanade as stil gt a few hrs to go.
fireworks were nice. esp da one wid da heart shape. +sweet+
dint gt to tk pics cos my cam aint workin well today. =x
and of course nt forgetting those tt tried to help too!!
thx thx! =)
congrats to those tt gt gd results in da o lvl!!
and for those hu did nt do as well, cheer up! =D
for today, wake up early in da morning even thou no sch.
accompany my sis to checkup at health centre.
given such early appointment, bt ended everythin within 30mins. WTH.. -.-
aft tt went hm rest n slp til ard 2pm den wake up and mit dear.
mit him at bugis. so shop a while ard dere. den decide go hm first b4 watchin da fireworks at esplanade as stil gt a few hrs to go.
fireworks were nice. esp da one wid da heart shape. +sweet+
dint gt to tk pics cos my cam aint workin well today. =x
`patriciaa~
9:34 PM
today is coolz.. bt tiring..
for drama lessons today, we had our performance..
walk ard da sch watching performance at diff venues.
watch two grps' performance..bt dint watch bel tt grp de..
how i wish cld watch all da performance, bt too bad. -.-
anw tink all of us had did a gd job.. *cheers*
den aft tt went tuition as usual at bishan..
aft tuition mit dearie for swimming at tpy.
was rainin da whole dae, bt luckily the rain stopped for us to swim.
hehex. so lucki heh.
anw tmr no sch!! YEAH!! thx to AH NAN..such a great teacher! =)
lastly, gd luck to peeps takin o lvl results tmr!!
for drama lessons today, we had our performance..
walk ard da sch watching performance at diff venues.
watch two grps' performance..bt dint watch bel tt grp de..
how i wish cld watch all da performance, bt too bad. -.-
anw tink all of us had did a gd job.. *cheers*
den aft tt went tuition as usual at bishan..
aft tuition mit dearie for swimming at tpy.
was rainin da whole dae, bt luckily the rain stopped for us to swim.
hehex. so lucki heh.
anw tmr no sch!! YEAH!! thx to AH NAN..such a great teacher! =)
lastly, gd luck to peeps takin o lvl results tmr!!
`patriciaa~