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10:51 PM
finally wkends are here!
im so so tired. completely drained out :x
and im gonna enjoy my wkends well!
anyways our first filming on reportage is confirmed.
will hv our veri first reportage filming on nxt fri.
i jus found out tt.
so jus nice..
its on the dae of the last episode of the 9pm show.
OMG. i had missed the previous show's last episode too.
holy shit.
tis time round me and hL will be holding the camera.
oh myy. damn scared can.
sharon.. do guide us along wor! *winks*
hope tt filming wil goes on smoothly.
and hope if dere is second filming,
the dae wont clash wid my schedule.
it's so hard to change my tuition schedule. -.-
anyways alfred isn't here todae.
hope he is ok!
and i improved in my CI test. hahax.
but wats impt is the final one. LOL. bless me. :]
`patriciaa~
10:16 PM
today's lessons were pretty ok.
interpretation lesson gettin interesting too.
i tink he can be quite cute at times too...
when he cracked jokes lahh. LOL.
presentation skills lesson was ok too.
wat we do is copy n copy notes.
slack slack life.
that's wat i like. :]
and the new assig for presentation skills is here.
tis time round wrk in grps.
but tis assig sounds hard.
we had to plan events..
and had to write proposal..
vid pro proposal undone n here come this new one.
anyways..im so worried abt da vid pro assig.
wat if we cnt gt camera nxt fri?
gotta 4gt abt doin on NP Idol?
omg. need tink new topic again.
tink wats stressing me now are reportage and tis new presentation skills proj.
oh man. i need to relax!
wkends faster come pls! =p
`patriciaa~
10:58 PM
there can be miracles.. when u believe..
OMG! i passed my marketing test!
tts really a miracle..
i cnt believe my eyes when i gt bac my papers.
yea. even though i din do quite well..
passed by a few marks.
but i was already veri satisfied! yeah! tts the joy of the dae.
other than tt.. my life is all in a mess.
so many tings troubling me.
i duno wat to do......
can anybody help me? i'm so lost. :[
`patriciaa~
10:55 PM
no sentosa outing todae.
duno wat happen.
it was postponed to a few weeks later??
even though we were told b4 hols tt we will be going sentosa on the first week.
alrites nvm. it was such a disappointment i guess.
cos many peeps were lyk wearing beachwear n stuffs.
den suddenly din go. hahs. so lessons instead.
life's gonna be veri busy soon.
i'm stil nt ready for tt anyways.
still in hols mood.
shag. lookin forward to da nxt long hols.... -.-
`patriciaa~
11:07 PM
first dae of sch aft the short two weeks break..
monday blues.. hols mood.. sianns... dead.. stress..
new assig is up again..
reportage tis time round.
i tot it wld be easier compared to narrative proj..
but i was veri wrong.. it's gonna be damn hard..
a few wkends will be gone again..
somehow..aft so long.. i stil regret takin tis elective.
oh man. my life is full of regrets. -.-
tink i cnt start da new tuition jus yet.
gonna be bz wid tis new proj over wkends.
arhhh.. so damn stress!!
tuition todae totally sux.
i duno wat i can do to pls those kids.
all they knw is to CRY.
oh kids can u all jus grow up! argh!
hey im damn tired of tis life can.
fucked up life.
`patriciaa~
11:47 PM
oh myy.
sch is starting tmr..
2wks is nt enuf!
anyways went to a magic performance wid dear and his frens tonite.
it was an amazing show.
AMAZED. WOW.
and i finally visited ah ma tis hols.
went her hse for dinner.
so happy to see her..
at least b4 sch starts i went to see her.
hmm.. gonna study hard soon.
ahha.
ahhh.. i dun wish sch to start! :x
monday blues again. :[
`patriciaa~
11:57 PM
okays. jus reached hm.
aww. wat a wonderful dae i had todae.
been wid dear the whole dae.
frm morning til late nite.
for more than 13hrs? yea. WONDERFUL!
at nite we passed by esplanade.
and end up watchin a performance dere.
it was a performance in conjunction to the arts festival tis mth.
abt using UV rays to produce lights and colours in the dark nite.
and their performance was simply fantastic! :]
sch startin veri soon.
damn sad :x
`patriciaa~
11:16 PM
tuition was cancelled tonite as they had some family matters.
so went out with xiaodi and dear today...
to ps and great world city.
main focus is on the arcades dere.
we had lotsa fun today :]
`patriciaa~
12:27 PM
first, name 20 people you think of now before answering the questionsbelow
tag 5 person to do this,if he/she done it,there's no need to redo it again.
1. junxuan dear
2. huilian
3. sharon
4. weizhen
5. bel
6. joy
7. xinni
8. lixin
9. jiashan
10. guo se tian xiang
11. abby
12. gary
13. kok koung
14. daniel
15. yvonne
16. agnes
17. clifford
18. en qing
19. wei xin
20. peng fei
When did you meet 14?
first dae of sec sch?
What will you do if you never meet 1 before ?
hmm... my life will be completely different. hehs. luckily i met him =p
What will you do if 20 and 9 dated?
hmm.. i duno? but sounds impossible.
Did you ever like 19?
hmm.. like him? as a bro bah. he is a veri nice guy. =)
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
haha. dun tink so lehh. nt compatible.
Describe 3.
she is a nice fren.. caring..considerate..fun! haha.
Do you think 8 is attractive?
hmm.. yea i tink so. she is sweet looking! hehe.
Tell me something about 7.
she was the one that made me do tis! and duno anything abt my family. haha. no la. jus joking hor! she is helpful and considerate.. a nice fren. :]
Do you know any of the 12's family member???
hmm.. he is the only child. i only knw his mom. hahs.
What's 8 favourite thing?
hmm.. pets?! she is a pets lover!
What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes you?
she wont lyk me. she is attached. =x
What will you do if you never meet 1 before ?
hmm... my life will be completely different. hehs. luckily i met him =p
What will you do if 20 and 9 dated?
hmm.. i duno? but sounds impossible.
Did you ever like 19?
hmm.. like him? as a bro bah. he is a veri nice guy. =)
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
haha. dun tink so lehh. nt compatible.
Describe 3.
she is a nice fren.. caring..considerate..fun! haha.
Do you think 8 is attractive?
hmm.. yea i tink so. she is sweet looking! hehe.
Tell me something about 7.
she was the one that made me do tis! and duno anything abt my family. haha. no la. jus joking hor! she is helpful and considerate.. a nice fren. :]
Do you know any of the 12's family member???
hmm.. he is the only child. i only knw his mom. hahs.
What's 8 favourite thing?
hmm.. pets?! she is a pets lover!
What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes you?
she wont lyk me. she is attached. =x
What language does 15 always speak?
chinese.
Who is 9 going out with?
hmm.. she stil single rite??! going out wid mayday!
How old is 16 now?
17yrs..
When is the last time you talk to 13?
hmm.. quite some tym ago? he sounds bz to tok wid me. -.-
Who's 2 favourite singer/band?
hmm.. ren xian qi and tomolo. (duno how to spell)
Would you date 4?
dun need date her. we are always together. =p
would you date 7?
hmm. depends on her. she might be bz wid her guy rite? =]
Is 15 single?
yea she is. unless gt new updates tt i duno!
What's 10 last name?
quek?
Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
nah. we are purely cousins. and she is attached!
What school does 3 goes to?
np.
Where does 6 live?
near serangoon i tink. jus a few stops dwn my hse. duno wat izit called!
What's your favourite thing about 5?
haha. hmm.. mayb her laughter?!
Have you seen 1 naked?
hey can u dun ask tis qns? so damn sensitive. i'm nt gonna tel u!
5 people to do this lame thing:
jingxian, abby, guo se tian xiang, enqing, jasmine lee.
ps: and i seriously dint cheat hor!
chinese.
Who is 9 going out with?
hmm.. she stil single rite??! going out wid mayday!
How old is 16 now?
17yrs..
When is the last time you talk to 13?
hmm.. quite some tym ago? he sounds bz to tok wid me. -.-
Who's 2 favourite singer/band?
hmm.. ren xian qi and tomolo. (duno how to spell)
Would you date 4?
dun need date her. we are always together. =p
would you date 7?
hmm. depends on her. she might be bz wid her guy rite? =]
Is 15 single?
yea she is. unless gt new updates tt i duno!
What's 10 last name?
quek?
Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
nah. we are purely cousins. and she is attached!
What school does 3 goes to?
np.
Where does 6 live?
near serangoon i tink. jus a few stops dwn my hse. duno wat izit called!
What's your favourite thing about 5?
haha. hmm.. mayb her laughter?!
Have you seen 1 naked?
hey can u dun ask tis qns? so damn sensitive. i'm nt gonna tel u!
5 people to do this lame thing:
jingxian, abby, guo se tian xiang, enqing, jasmine lee.
ps: and i seriously dint cheat hor!
`patriciaa~
10:46 PM
finally marketing test over.
but i am quite sure i will do damn bad for tt test.
it's so damn hard lahs.
i had no confidence in passing at all..
cos i knw i had been writing nonsense on tt paper =x
hope it wont affect my final results much.
and now i'm waiting for a miracle to happen- to pass that test.
:[
`patriciaa~
11:54 PM
thanks to joy!
met wid the same prb as last time.
and she solved it again!
thanks thanks!
teach me how to solve tt soon so i wont kajiao u to help mi nxt time le!
hehes. :]
`patriciaa~
10:26 PM
got a confession to make.
i dint study at all today! =x
oh myy.
and tmr is the test.
so dead can.
today was in sch the whole dae.
with dear.
he was helping me wid my blogskin.
i was supposed to study while he make.
in the end i ended up kpo-ing.
and thanks to dear.. my blogskin was finally up.
hehes :]
better go study nw liaox.
all i wish for is jus pass pls..
and all the best to everyone taking marketing test tmr. =)
`patriciaa~
10:18 PM
went out study with dear today.
or shd i sae i studied while he slacked ard.
hurhur.
supposed to go changi airport.
but halfway through we changed our mind and go white sands instead.
studied at the library and shopped ard aft tt.
till now i only studied halfway through.
and wed is lyk.. so damn near lahh.
tuition at bishan resumed today.
the two kids are still as talkative.
talked to me abt wat tey do in the hols..
and abt x-men movie.
half of the tuition i was lyk listening to dem crapping lahs. LOL.
off to study again....
-.-
`patriciaa~
11:11 PM
happy fathers' day!!
gt daddy a cake today..
ate it during lunch..
guess daddy is damn happy today..
ahha..
hmm.. tuition at hougang resumed today.
the kids look pretty tired and restless.
guess mayb cos of the long hols tey had.
and nw back to studies.
hurhur. i was once a kid too =x
haha..
sch starting..in one week time..
and wed test..
oh my. in deep shit.
`patriciaa~
11:42 PM
had a long dae todae..
went out with my siblings during the dae.
brought dem walking ard orchard and tpy..
and fathers' day celebration is finalised.
hehs. tmr.. guess daddy will be damn touched.
bought a new bag again.. at wallet shop.
bought toys for my bro again.
he choose i pay.. =x
wan gt sth for my sis too.
but she jus cnt make up her mind on wat she wan.
so in the end she gt nth. hahs.
den at nite mit dear for dinner.
aft his busking.
so walked till nw jus gt hm.
and last nite i tried making my own blogskin.
but i failed. so tink it's better to wait for dear make.
and i dint start studying marketing test at all.
oh no. :[
`patriciaa~
11:29 PM
my blog had been so quiet and empty without a tagbox.
okayz so i put back one.
and nt gonna care abt wat someone gotta say..
best is.. he dun disturb..
changed to black tis time..
so peeps do tag b4 u leave wor!
hmm anyways..
i'm still waiting for dear to create my blogskin for me nxt week.
hehs :]
`patriciaa~
10:41 PM
finally..
my interpretation hwk is done..
after one nite of struggle..
hehs. nw can focus on marketing test!
hmm.. went back sch for editing..
oh myy. can tey jus pls change the comps and watever machines?
so damn slow can?! and damn low tech..
we even had to pray to gt tings done..
hahas.. xD
frm earli aftn till ard 9pm..
and the person came to chase us out. -.-
finally all done :]
hope the tape can record our final wrk..
`patriciaa~
10:05 PM
okays.. deleted my tag box..
cos tt irritating loner keep disturbing..
keep tagging even when i said he nt welcomed..
he tot i can do nth abt it..
oh man u are too naive..
bu yao lian.
sorry guys.. anything wan tel mi msn me..
temporary no tagging in my blogg!
sorry for the inconvenience..
anyways was out wid dear today..
den we hv 'picnic' at the shopping mall..
haha..
den his sandals spoil and we went so far to gt a new slippers..
first tym see him wear slippers outside..
ahha..
nice nice :]
and i gt my global results..
both hwk gt 40 and above out of 50.. hehes..
nice alfred..
but cont lang test nt out yet..
im stil waiting.....
`patriciaa~
10:55 PM
some ppl are jus so unreasonable..
there is nth u can do to stop dem frm being so..
wat u can only do is stop being frens wid dem..
yea.. i knw him for so long..
he has all along been a veri nice guy to me..
but aft ytd.. i realised i had been veri wrong all this while..
his attitude sucks. damn unreasonable can.
he said i broke my promise..
when i dint even had my chance to fulfil my promise yet.
hey i jus had my first dae of hol k?
can u jus gimme more time to finish my stuffs b4 we arrange an outing?
i dint promise EVERYDAY of my hols will go out wid u sia..
only sae when i free!!
crazy fellow..
and u nt my bf!!
wat right u hv to ask me pei u sia?!
like i owe him one..
and hv to repay him..
siao..
only hv me as ur fren arh?!
ur other frens lehh?
only knw me in tis whole world ar?
yea and i blocked and deleted u in msn.
we are NO LONGER frens!
LONER YOU SUCKS!
`patriciaa~
11:39 PM
finally hols!!
even when it's jus a short two weeks..
with days goin back for marketing test and editing..
and an interpretation hwk..
i'm feeling veri contented already! :]
`patriciaa~
12:00 AM
finally...
filming was over.
had been busy-ing over it since fri nite and whole of today.
fri nite..
we took 4hrs to finish 20+scenes..
all of scene 2 nite scenes finished..
we were like so happy can..
but the weather was so strange..
when we were abt to shoot, it started to drizzle..
but luckily it ended fast and we cld continue..
den sat.. whole day..
morning at boat quay coffee bean for scene 1.
we dint gt the permit but luckily nobody chased us off..
but while filming halfway, it rained heavily..
we waited till the rain stop and cont..
den went esplanade park for scene 3..
stil quite ok cos only few shots.
den back to tg pagar park again..
cos some scenes we took are nt ok..
so gotta retake..
but everyting goes on quite smoothly though.
anyways.. thanks to dear and those acting..
whom help us throughout..
thanks thanks! :]
i can finally rest..
so tired..
zzz...
`patriciaa~
11:10 PM
finally teaching presentation over..
yea and i got sucky results..
my turn was towards the end..
so damn no mood can..
and he looks as if he wants to end it fast..
so i dint hv the mood to do well..
anyways..as long as i pass..
he is getting damn sucky..
he said he had higher standards tis time.. wtf..
but i hv to admit today's lesson is rrly cool..
learnt new stuffs frm my peeps :]
hehs. but lesson was till extremely late today..
till 8pm?? been facing him for more than 5hrs.
*sian*
anyways tmr will be tiring...
filming at nite til duno wat time..
yawnzzzz..
pls dun rain.. and hope everyting goes on smoothly..
`patriciaa~
10:22 PM
i'm so stressed.
so looking forward to hols...
alfred said 6ppl failed the cont lang test..
i'm so worried that i'm one of the six.
worried abt thurs teachin presentation..
wonder how will it goes..
worried abt fri n sat filming..
wonder can we finished on time and how will the weather be?
pls pls dun rain on fri n sat..
so many worries..
*sighs*
`patriciaa~
10:58 PM
happy 27th monthniversary to that cutee boy..
whom i love always! :]
`patriciaa~
11:21 PM
went sentosa with dear today..
for the balloon hat tingy.
it had been so long since i last went sentosa..
yea. and it wld be more fun if we cld go out earlier and go off later.
we spent too little time dere and only went palawan beach.
so many places dint gt to go.
and i 4got abt my camera.
arghh. nvm. i will go dere again during the hols.
hehs..
glad tt tmr dun need go sch earli for editing.
hehe. but im more worried abt the filming tis week.
*sighs*
`patriciaa~
10:36 PM
okayz.
was home earli today.
reached hm slightly aft 7pm?
when i wld always reach hm aft 11pm every sat nites.
yea. dear was busy.
he had to perform balloon sculpturing at a bday party today..
and so cnt pei me out til late late.
*sighs*
nxt sat will hv filming..
gonna wait so long again for the nxt sat nite outing.
anyways today was his first show.
he was pretty nervous near evening.
ahha. so cutee.
but glad tt he claimed everyting was fun.
and luckily i dint wait for him.
cos he ended so damn late ahh.
hmm..was supposed to do my interpretation hwk las nite.
but went to slp instead.
hurhur. hope can do it by tonite. hehs.
`patriciaa~
11:17 PM
had sight translation test again today.
tis time my standard dropped.
fall by one grade as compared to last week.
anyways, finally the contemporary lang test was over!
i dunno if i can pass...
cos i had as many mistakes as those correct ones.
rrly duno how much i can fare.
but all i wish for is jus a pass. pls....
`patriciaa~
11:39 PM
okays. pon sch today.
wonder wat fun did i missed out today?
and yea i was told i am the 20th to present nxt week.
so behind sia. but 4inlove all quite behind too.
and sharon was b4 me. hehs.
so need prepare a short speech for her to intro abt me.
supposed to stay hm study.
but i went out instead. hehe.
i had finished wat i need to study le.
jus tt i dun understand wat i am studying.
so dead. jus lyk last yr de chi lit.
dint rrly understand wat i studying.
but luckily nan zhiguo stil gimme a pass.
hope alfred wld be tt kind too.
hehs. he wld be tt kind.
but jus tt i tink i am completely hopeless.
so i doubt he can help mi tis tym le.
DEAD.
`patriciaa~