PATRICIA. WHERE IS THE LOVE THAT ONCE SHINED SO BRIGHT?

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
10:00 PM

lessons were boring boring and boring.
i was like sleeping again.
feeling so tired recently. sighs.
think i'm falling sick soon. :[
i'm bored till i do this.
hahahs. this is how bored history lessons are.
i tried to 'pour my feelings' out..
but i still feel the same.
ahha.

too bo liaos. haha.

after that went library watch movie.
haha. damn funny show.
and the library had such nice facilities.
and now then i know.

after lessons went out.
shop and ate a nice choco cake!
haha. indeed it somehow make me feel better.
but i'm now back to normal again. =[

this will be my last post here.
i won't be using this blog anymore.
will be moving on to a new blog.
but i will still keep this blog.
to keep the sweetest memories of him. (:
for those who still wanna view my blog, you can ask me for the new add.
either through msn or email.
but i think i won't be online so often.
so maybe drop me an email ba.
thanks for all the supporters of my blog all these while.
hope to see you all in my new blog.
best wishes! :]

i love you. i miss you. i need you so bad.

`patriciaa~

Monday, May 28, 2007
9:09 PM

literature test finally over!
had been mugging for so many days la!
finally i can rest!
hmm well the test..
not easy and not hard?
hahas. i duno. but i don't really have the confidence.
so learn from the history test.
work hard for the report instead!
no homeworks.. no tests to study for tonight.
heh. can slack already!
i miss you so.
sighs. :[
let go let go. i just have to learn to let go.

`patriciaa~

Sunday, May 27, 2007
11:55 AM

after holding back my tears for 24hours, i let it all out.

hope it can make me feel better this time.

didn't sleep well last night.

or rather.. didn't sleep at all.

keep thinking and thinking..

letting my imaginations run wild.

hours and hours lying on bed,

my eyes are still wide open..

and i'm still fully awake.

i never want you to go..

i never want that.

but once again..

you chose to leave me.

leaving me all alone...

when i needed you the most.

i had fell and hurt myself so badly this time.

"NO MORE TURNING BACK" is what i kept reminding myself.

过去都已成为 PAST TENSE...

希望你比从前快乐.. (:

`patriciaa~

Saturday, May 26, 2007
10:22 PM

came back late tonight.
went to eat at a nice restaurant which sells western food.
or rather many other foods too.
but i'm lazy to post pics here.
went to play arcade too.
got five free tokens.
the games there are same as singapore ones.
and much cheaper.
should visit the arcade more often.
went carrefour and watsons too.
to buy some daily products.
well.. lazy to blog much.
i'm still struggling with my lit test.
lastly.. goodbye my love. :[

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

`patriciaa~

Friday, May 25, 2007
7:16 PM

just came back not too long ago.
morning 8am everyone had to go make visa.
damn boring while waiting. my turn quite at the back.
so waited quite some time.
somehow i hope we can don't need go make visa.
then can come back by end may already! haha.
after that went town with xinni.
yar shopping again!
but this time round didn't do much shopping for myself.
mostly are presents..
i only bought very very little stuffs.
spent close to 100sing today.
cause bought an adidas jacket for my sis.
wow! need to withdraw again soon..
i keep spending and spending!
lastly i love my wengweng!

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, May 23, 2007
8:46 PM

lessons are boring boring and boring.
every wednesdays are like that! :X
and received an email that we have NAPFA test in August!
i thought we got no sports and wellness so won't have NAPFA.
and it will be soon after i get back.
it's ok for me actually! so long since we had PE!
and i love PE!
gotta start training for NAPFA soon. :]
i wanna do well for it.
still yet to finish my philosophy essay..
but completing soon!

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, May 22, 2007
8:27 PM

the weather is getting hotter and hotter.
think today have 37 degrees?
the sun is damn hot.
i think i've got sunburnt already.
gotta bring umbrella already.
it's the first time i want to shelter myself from the sun.
the sun in singapore is not that hot lor!
and i forgot to mention.
that exams start in 25th june.
all the way till 2nd july last paper.
and i will be back very soon! (:

`patriciaa~

Monday, May 21, 2007
4:36 PM

very very good news today!

history and philosophy exams are now open book!

hehe! don't need memorise so much already!

yar but somehow open book exams are harder.

but at least got textbooks and notebook to refer! :]

my history finally got hope already!

self study later. zzz.

`patriciaa~

Sunday, May 20, 2007
8:48 PM

it's ah ma's birthday today.
and i can't be there to attend the celebration.
the feeling just sucks.
i miss you and happy birthday, ah ma.

8 more weeks to go!

`patriciaa~

Saturday, May 19, 2007
8:06 PM

okays. had been staying in the hostel the whole day.

except morning went to the library.

was watching 还珠格格 on YOUTUBE. LOL.

i dunno why. but i just feel like watching.

even though i had watch it like dunno how many times already.

and today then i realised how wonderful YOUTUBE is.

cause i normally don't use YOUTUBE one.

then now really bored without watching shows..

so tried it out.

now then i know why huilian is so obsessed with YOUTUBE already.

ahhha.

and today was like taking down the names..

of people i wanna buy presents for.

wow. alot to buy. i gotta start hunting for those presents soon. :]

went outside school to eat dinner.

not bad either.

must try more of the foods.

else when go back no more chance le. haha.

i had been watching show the whole day.

no mood do any work yet. -.-

homework undone! =(

tired. shdn't wake up so early this morning.

`patriciaa~

Friday, May 18, 2007
8:03 PM

had self study in the morning.

or rather.. not self study..

it's class meeting.

after that i no mood study already.

the class meeting already took up so much of my time.

so went library instead.

borrowed books on the philosophy religion work.

then went back hostel.

shortly, went out again.

to town shopping again!

bought many many stuffs.. except shoes.

bought a jumper.. belt.. bag.. accessories.. etc etc.

i like the jumper very much!

think i will wear it on the day i return to singapore! haha..

oh ya. we ate champion pizza for lunch today.

our second time there. first time was two months ago..

just a few days after we came.

do alot of planning for our return journey already.

gonna do this and that, wear this and that.

we also planning to get our nails done a few days before we came back!

oh ya. and my bargaining skills improving. LOL!

i will miss this type of bargaining style of shopping after i come back singapore. haha.

but i still miss singapore more! 57 more days! 2months and one day left! (:

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, May 16, 2007
4:25 PM

lessons are damn slack today.

like what wanwan say.. wednesdays are 催眠 day.

all the lessons are damn boring. making me fall asleep.

and today is the contemporary china teacher last lesson.

ended at 3pm instead of 5pm today.

cause lessons bring forward.

and my gastric is giving me problems recently.

sighs.

我会学着不挂念已经过去的，不期盼还没来的...

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, May 15, 2007
7:46 PM

okays. got back the history essay today!
as i said.. my history test not good.
and by the way the passing mark here is 60 marks. -.-
but then my essay got so high marks!
think is the highest in the namelist! (:
okays so think the essay can pull up my history test already!
hehs. so happy! :]
means i pass my history for now.
60 more days!
i love you weng! (: (:

`patriciaa~

Sunday, May 13, 2007
9:42 PM

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO MY BELOVED MOM! (:

I MISS YOU!

`patriciaa~

Friday, May 11, 2007
9:05 PM

woke up damn early today.

to go to a primay school here.

the china kids were damn enthu in class.

keep putting up their hands and waiting for the teacher to call them to answer questions.

and their answers damn cheem.

and the kids are damn cute.

saw two classes of kids.

and the teachers' teaching method damn good.

can absord what she teach very easily.

then went exploring around the school.

the school is more advanced than i thought.

after the bus sent us back to school.

and we go shopping in town.

ate pizza hut for lunch today.

the food taste around the same.

and the food no tax one.

but prices total up around same as singapore one.

bought many many stuffs today.

spent like more than 200RMB today!

bought shoes, slippers, necklace, earrings etc etc.

shopped the whole day.

till evening then cabbed back.

ate at outside school.

then came back hostel.

i'm so so tired after one whole day of shopping.

now.. still have to continue with my literature presentation on monday.

i will try to sleep earlier tonight. zzz.

`patriciaa~

Thursday, May 10, 2007
8:47 PM

okays my tagbox is back.

and that bastard is back again.

shan't be bothered.

you dare you put your name lah!

don't put unknown okay you HUMJI.

want spam and scold people still don't dare show who you are.

hiding behind your mama and suck neh neh.

childish freak. lalalala.

still go my friends' blog to spam.

and still don't dare show who you are.

HUMJI HUMJI HUMJI.

YOU DARE SHOW ME WHO YOU ARE LA.

FUCKING BASTARD!

lessons today was okay. quite slack too!

tomorrow is friday! no school day!

and tomorrow we going a primary school here.

hope it won't end too late so i can continue shopping. :]

below are pictures of happy web-camming. hehs.

love you weng! (:

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, May 09, 2007
1:03 PM

didn't blog yesterday.

cause was out at night.

and very late then came back.

my history results sucks. =(

i gotta buck up.

well well..

went outside school there to shop and eat last night.

ate at a korean restaurant.

nice ambience. and nice foods too. :]

after which went shopping around.

shopped quite long. till around 9plus then reached hostel.

bought two shoes.

this at $9 sing. will bring back sg then wear.

this at $7 sing. started wearing already. (:

but quite painful.

cause it's been so long since i wore this type of shoes.
will shop more. the shoes and bags here are damn cheap! :]

now having break.

the lessons today are damn boring.

and compo class now a new teacher.

damn damn boring.

and gave us discussion questions today.

and expect us to present tomorrow.

wtf.

`patriciaa~

Monday, May 07, 2007
8:32 PM

today was spent quite fruitfully.

morning use net.

afternoon went school library.

met xinni there. she went in the morning.

returned those books i borrowed previously for my history assignment.

then borrowed new books on the econs assignment.

there was a small section on english literature.

really small. just a few shelves.

then found english storybooks there.

they have PRINCESS DIARIES by Meg Cabot.

been so long since i read those.

and here have too! but i only saw three. ahha.

and i borrowed one away.

then went back hostel.

sent the poem to my teacher's email.

then played badminton with xinni.

the sun was damn hot today. nice tanning time. hehs.

after which went back to bathe and went Auchan.

to buy daily products and foods.

tomorrow start school.

and tomorrow got news writing and history class.

both subjects that we just had our tests.

OMG. think tomorrow will get back those papers.

so damn no confidence in passing. sighs. :[

`patriciaa~

Sunday, May 06, 2007
10:59 PM

a last minute post!

watched doraemon vcd last night.

watching tonight too.

cool! nice show! heh.

history essay finally done!

lastly, i love u weng! (:

`patriciaa~

Saturday, May 05, 2007
9:26 PM

stayed in hostel the whole day.

was doing my history assignment.

i finally started doing it after so long of 'dilly dally'.

right now i'm still halfway through only.

do till wanna puke! damn boring! -.-

was online the whole day.

doing work.. gaming.. chatting and web-camming with weng.

alrights. nothing much to blog today. cause stayed behind the whole day.

well.. wish me luck in my assignments. many more to go... :[

WENG YOU KNOW I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU LOTS!

STAY CUTE BABY AND PLEASE GO CUT YOUR HAIR SOON!

LOVES~`` <3

`patriciaa~

Friday, May 04, 2007
6:38 PM

woke up damn early in the morning.

went out with xinni whole day long.

we went et breakfast at mac.

we came here so long haven't eat the mac's breakfast here before.

so today we decided to go and try.

and the breakfast ends at 10am one.

so we gotta wake up damn early.

cause our school nearby also no mac.

so have to go town.

took Y8 there.

at there saw some of our friends too.

all go there to eat breakfast. haha.

i'm lovin it. :]

after eating we took cab to hangzhou's zoo.

it's been so long since i went to zoo.

and this is the first time to hangzhou's zoo of course.

wanted to take bus at first.

but dunno where can take.

and dunno how to alight.

so took cab. which is like so damn ex.

the place quite far lah. -.-

entrance ticket is 15yuan. which is $3 sing.

damn cheap lah. :]

my main motive to the zoo is to see panda. :]

but it was sleeping. refusing to wake up.

heard from my parents that i seen panda before at around 5years old..

which i could hardly remember.

and that time the panda also sleeping! -.-

that cute little thing.

but it was sleeping soundly.

saw many many animals too.

and saw white peacock.

never see before white one.

still got giraffe, monkeys, leopards, tigers blah blah blah.

or rather those you can normally expect to see in a zoo.

the giraffe.. funny encounter.

i think we saw two giraffes gonna MATE!

i thought it was shitting at first. HAHAHA.

then watched sea lions performance too.

but it was raining at that time.

luckily i brought umbrella.

the weather forecast getting more and more unrealiable. :x

sea lions performance

elephants!

after zoo took bus back to town.

shopped. but i bought nothing today.

too crowded and stuffy today.

no wonder it's called the golden week.

and i still haven't do my history assignment. -.-

still got other assignments too. :[

WENGWENG I MISS YOU SO BAD!

`patriciaa~

Thursday, May 03, 2007
8:45 PM

had been staying back in hostel these few days.

but today was not that free

we had to decorate our corridor according to singapore's culture.

and my room is in charge of malay cultures.

then we were like spending quite some time figuring out how to weave a ketupat.

went online check. even when youtube to see the steps. lol.

in the end we all gave up and just print out and coloured and paste.

did alot of colouring, cutting and drawing.

start work at 2plus.

end at close to 7pm.

that's how my time is spent today.

and i will be temporarily removing my tagbox.

cause of that unknown creature keep spamming.

and i'm still finding out who was this damn freak.

will put the tagbox back when i'm free to entertain this fella.

right now i need to get all my work done.

TO THAT UNKNOWN CREATURE:

STOP ALL THOSE BITCHING, YOU CHILDISH FREAK.

MAY YOU ROT IN HELL.. PIECE OF SHIT.

AND BE CAREFUL OF KARMA! LALALA.

I'M NOT GONNA LET THIS PIECE OF DIRTY SHIT SPOILS MY MOOD. =D

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, May 01, 2007
8:46 PM

today is labour day.

didn't go out today.

cause it was very crowded outside.

slept till close to 10am then wake up. hehs.

then close to 12pm went play badminton with xinni.

it was a great feeling smacking the shuttlecock.

but wind abit too strong. so played a while and went jogging.

was using net all the way.

till around 6plus. got disconnected then i went change my bedsheet.

and put up mosquito net with the help of xinni.

took quite some time to get it done and figuring how to put it up.

i had been killing so many mosquitoes these days. so damn irritating.

more and more mosquitoes coming.. ARGH!

`patriciaa~