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10:32 PM
the weather was damn cold today lah.
dint even took off my jacket at all ever since i stepped out of hse.
jus had a hot water bath. shiok-
i'm feeling so refreshed right now :]
today is vid pro last lesson.
i'm damn delighted. ahha.
many lessons shd be cancelled nxt week.
and wow. nxt week is the last week of sch.
today.. not really had lesson.
we were doing our own editing in grp uh.
did transcript todae. and most of our editing were done.
only left with songs and some subtitles to be added in.
and they are goin back to do tmr.
while me and huilian are not involved :\
so dun need go back sch tmr.
as lessons all cancelled and nt involved in editing.
wed dun nid go sch too. lessons cancelled.
hah. tts wat i like abt coming to hols.
so many lessons being cancelled. hohoho-
right now, i'm damn worried abt my presentation tis thurs.
argh. can u believe it?
i dun even knw wat topic to argue on.
when the presentation is this thurs.
ohmygod. i'm so DEAD :[
`patriciaa~
12:57 AM
jus got hm one hour ago.
yea so late.
mummy will nag at me tmr again. *run away*
but i tink she knw that i wld owaes hang out till tt late on sat.
my eyes are closing right now.
but i still gotta blog tis tonite.
was out with wengweng todae.
first half of the dae was unpleasant.
i got angry and irritated easily nowadays.
sorry darling (:
and here the climax of the story:
i CRIED in front of my dear wengweng today!
holy shit. and it was at a busy shopping mall.
so damn paisae.
not cause he bully me, he had always been a good boy.
but is bcos of a nice pair of couple hp accessories.
came across this nice tingy a few mths ago while shoppin.
it was damn NICE. i SWEAR. at least, mayb to me.
but i was still thinking to gt them in nov.
aft we gt our SAME new hp. yea den can match with that accessory.
but until recently i noticed that the stock of that accessory is gettin lesser.
den i started to feel i wanted it so bad. :\
den we went ard searching it todae.
frm all the branches it have in singapore.
and all was out of stock ):
and i dunno wat happen to me.
i jus cried so badly that i wanted that tingy.
and oso partly cause too many tings had been troubling me recently.
that caused me to cry so bad.
it was the first time ever that i cried in front of dear.
nv once these 2yrs plus..
and poor boy.
he got so shocked todae and his shirt was my portable tissue.
sorry to scare you. :]
and we finally found it at the last branch.
he bought it.
but kept it till nov. when we got our new hp.
argh. i can't wait!!
ahhh.. and todae is a damn embarassing day :[
`patriciaa~
10:24 PM
handed in kou yu bi ji todae.
well... only managed to find four newspapers articles. hmm.
had interpretation oral todae.
it was still ok i hope.
gd luck to those taking nxt week! :)
at least i tink i'm more fluent in interpretating todae than those practices i had the previous time.
alfred's lesson was cancelled.
so to be exact.. i only went sch for slightly more than 15mins todae.
make up lesson on tues. argh.
i rather he had lesson todae. yawnz.
so after oral over, one lesser problem.
now left with argumentative presentation, marketing proj, marketing final test and cont lang final exam b4 the very end of this sem.
hmm. did i miss anyting out?
out of all these.. i'm most worried abt argumentative presentation.
argh. still cnt tink of a topic..
when my presentation is like nxt thurs.
help plsss, anyone?? :\
`patriciaa~
11:31 PM
today is the last lesson of marketing.
gonna miss all his jokes yea.
but i'm glad that i dun need to wake up earli on wed mornings anymore. :)
lessons only for abt one hour.
den off we go to hv lunch and editing.
today we did our first editing for reportage.
spent 4hours digitising the tapes. aww.
that stupid system dere seems to hate us.
always giving us trouble when other grps are doin fine. :\
will only be goin editing for a short while tmr.
den i gtg le. sorry guys to ps u all.
jiayou wor!
`patriciaa~
10:49 PM
sentosa trip cancelled.
wonder will there be a nxt one?
or it's jus cancelled? hahs.
so no sch today at all!
yay! i'm so happy.
and today is my happy day!
was with weng weng all day long!
yea frm earli morning till late nite.
it had been so long since i'm so happy.
even though i enjoyed my wkends, it's still not gd enuf as compared to todae.
mainly bcos todae we gt to hang out longer! LOL.
i'm a happy gal! at least for today. :]
tmr and thurs gt editing.
when dere is lyk no sch.
aww. can i not go editing? :x
i sucks in editing and i dun wish to face that comp anymore.
but seems lyk everyone in the grp is involved.
no excuses to be absent! :\
`patriciaa~
10:58 PM
i admit...
i'm sad.
esp after editing test.
sighs-
okays. partnered with xinni.
but i tink we had done a great job.
jus tt nt enuf time.
if slightly more time we sure can do better de.
gal, so pls dun feel guilty or wat hor.
not totally ur fault. i'm responsible too.
we flunked the test tgt.
yea but passed overall if add on to camera test. phew~
zy was the unlucky one. haha.
he did alone. but he pro lor. so nvm. :]
okays. i'm feeling down recently.
yea those close pals of mine shd knw wat happen yea.
shall nt blog it here.
oh and sentosa trip tmr cancelled.
and dun need go sch at all! =)
yea and im not gonna stay hm!
haha. wat shd i do? hurhur.
argh. if no editing and oral test.
this week will be a nice nice week for me. aww.
`patriciaa~
10:03 PM
weekends over!
weekends were awesome with wengweng!
back to sch again!
argh. but tis week shd be damn slack..
if dere is no editing, editing test and oral test.
oh my oh my.
and i haven tink of a topic to argue on.
and oso i cnt find newspapers articles for my kou yu bi ji! :x
tmr.. editing test!
i'm worried that i will bcum the unlucky one.
only one person will be tt unlucky one.
i knw it's bad to say this..
but tts wat i feel:
i tink it's better if the person who need to wrk individually is someone who is damn pro in editing.
yea. bless all those that are noob in editing, including me, to wrk in pairs bah.
LOL.
`patriciaa~
10:24 PM alrites. finally weekends are here!!
i'm so happy!
i'm gonna be a happy gal..
for at least tis weekends.. kekex. :]
cont lang test over. and i gt 20/30?
yea each qns two marks.
now only left with the final exam.
gonna wrk hard to gt an A for tis module.
turning to my schedule book..
i found out that dere are so many tings to be done.
firstly, to revise on mon's editing test.
even though dere is nth to study on..
but u knw.. i'm weak at that. :x
den gt the marketing final proj..
each of us had a part to do. yea.
presentation in august. so nt tt urgent yet.
den kou yu bi ji need to be done!
oh man. i had a hard time doin it last yr.
tis yr it's back again!
and i had not done anyting at all since sch starts!
gotta search all my newspapers again!
den.. have to think of a topic for that argumentative presentation.
holy shit. i hate debates.
and wats more. it's individual wrk.
hate it. argh.
and lastly, gotta practise my oral.
which is nxt fri. awww.
editing so far set on wed thurs!
wed is a short dae.. by right.
and thurs shd had no sch actually!
argh. still hating that elective.
wonder why did i choose that!
today is racial harmony day!
poly so sians. no celebration at all. :x
and "happy 3rd anniversary" to weng weng!
still can rmb wat happened on this dae 3yrs ago....
still rmb clearly in my mind.
seems jus happened ytd..
it had been 3yrs.. how time flies...
`patriciaa~
10:32 PM i wish i knw wat he was thinking.
i wish i knw wat he wants.
why do i still have the feeling that things ain't the same anymore?
love me? love me not? :x
`patriciaa~
11:27 PM marketing test over!
and i got 19/20.
thanks to those few bonus qns.
tot they were difficult at first.
in the end gt 4 out of 5 rite. LOL.
this is a easy test.
more worried abt the final one and our marketing proj.
oh no.
had a great time with my huilian-s and sharon.
never-ending jokes to make me laugh lyk mad. aha.
tuition cancelled todae.
changed back to fri nite.
aww. tot cld go out late on fri. sians.
i'm gonna enjoy my weekends well...
seriously. :]
`patriciaa~
10:36 PM alrites. done with interviewing Jon foo.
he sounds so frenly to me.
which means done with all the filming.
yea. so HAPPY. dun nid to touch the camera anymore!
now left with editing.. b4 everyting comes to an end.
which will take up so much time. sighs.
and sentosa trip is cancelled.
postponed to nxt week. haha.
i'm so confused.
and wished that i knw wat he was tinking.
sighs.
marketing test tmr.
off to study! ciaox!
`patriciaa~
10:09 PM camera test over!
so damn stress during the test.
but luckily i pass.
it hurts to see the marks gt deducted in every mistake u make.
indeed a painful test. LOL.
but all was over! phew!
tmr gonna interview jon foo and do VO.
wonder can we make it to sentosa?
anyways i tink it's no longer impt.
looking at wat i had to study for marketing test,
i dun feel like goin anymore. i rather study yea.
nvm. tmr see how. LOL
`patriciaa~
10:09 PM hmm. cont lang test over.
it's a simple test. shd be able to pass.
but we all studied in the hard way instead.
and din knw it was open book.
argh. waste my time memorising.
nxt wk will be damn busy.
hate the weekdays of nxt week.
monday.. camera test.
even though 10% but stil ought to wrk hard yea.
tuesday need interview Jon Foo. and do voice over aft that.
actually gt a sentosa trip de.
but cos of vid pro. awwww. gonna miss all the fun. eeck.
wednesday.. marketing test.
and tuition cos the students cnt make it on friday.
thursday. well. i jus dislike thursdays. ahha.
friday.. cont lang test again.
but the lucky ting is that there is no tuition. hee.
yupps. so i had a busy week ahead.
hols... where are you??
`patriciaa~
9:54 PM hmm. presentation todae.
it was a bad start for my grp.
but i tink everyone did veri well.
ahha. duno how the scores will be.
gotta wait till nxt tues.
cont lang test tmr.
and i hardly study.
it looks too hard for me.
can i dun study?! LOL :x
`patriciaa~
11:19 PM oh myy.
tmr is the presentation.
i duno why.
but there are jus butterflies in my tummy.
even though tis time round is a grp wrk..
ahhh. i'm gettin weird.
worrying over a grp presentation.
and fri cont lang test.
dint start studyin yet.
DEAD.
`patriciaa~
10:17 PM had been so busy these few days.
hwk..projs..tests..
but i prefer this busy lifestyle.
so that i wont think that much. yea.
anyways thanks to all those ppl that were concerned abt me.
i'm perfectly fine now! really. :]
looking forward to the long hols...
awww.
`patriciaa~
12:33 AM this is one of the poems i got during my sec sch days..
till now i can still rmb it in my mind..
it bests describe my feelings now..
and here it goes:
i've tried to get you off my mind..
i've tried to play my part..
but everytime i close my eyes..
you're still inside my heart.
why can't i laugh?
why must i cry?
everytime we say goodbye..
why does it rain,
here in my heart.
everyday that we are apart..
why can't it be,
just you and me.
what will it take to make you see,
these are the words to my heartbreak lullaby.
i try to look another way..
and keep my heart on hold..
but everytime i'm close to you,
i lose my self control.
`patriciaa~
9:55 PM tell me wat shd i do..
the quarrels.. the fights.. the neglects.. the jokes...
does he still care?
i wanted so bad to give up...
but i jus cnt bear to..
tell me why isit so...
why do i care?
and why cnt he....
`patriciaa~
12:50 AM had reportage filming todae.
overall, tings goes on quite smoothly.
most of it done.. so nw left wid interviewing Jon Foo.
my hands are aching..
holding the camera can be so tiring too. phew.
luckily only left wid one interview.
the results tonite...
i was so amazed!
hurhur.
canyoupleasedontleaveme??
iwillmissyoulikecrazy. :[
`patriciaa~
10:50 PM happy 28th monthniversary to my weng weng!
i love my weng weng :]
i had a great time today.
really great! i enjoyed my dae veri much.
went to watch Garfield 2 at Great World City todae.
it's been so long since i last watched a movie...
and it has been so long since i last went dere to watch movie.
ahha..
`patriciaa~
2:51 PM hurhur.
guess wat!
i dint go sch todae.
yea. actually gt no intention to pon de.
but then while having lunch, i realised i wld be late.
so decided nt to go in the end.
yea. celebrated youth dae by nt goin sch! LOL. :x
hope i dint miss out anythin impt for vid pro lessons.
but i do regret nt goin sch.
cos i'm kinda bored rite now.
hahs. tuition again tonite. awww.
`patriciaa~
11:12 PM wkends over.
guess wat?
it's monday again.
monday blues.. as usual..
soon.. it will be the dae of filming.
aww. i cld feel the stress again.
i'm starting to dream..
but it's a dream that wld nv come true...
`patriciaa~