BE MY LISTENER-
11:04 PM
today was a long long day. :x
school was boring.
or rather tuesdays are boring lah.
literature lessons.. we were doing other stuffs.
i was reading newspapers. =x
wasn't paying attention to him.
he was too fast and he dint say which page he talking about.
yar and so i was lazy to catch up liao.
i gave up and read newspapers instead. LOL. :]
and oh ya. i saw many many friends today in school today.
kept bumping into my old friends. well well.. i dunno what happen too.
think the only interesting lesson today was radio pro lecture bah.
it's the only lesson that i was awake.
but we were given our first homework, radio commercial script.
due next week.. i'm dead.
homeworks are piling in.. MORE and MORE.
when the old ones i havent start.
sighs.
i'm so tired and need a break!
will be going kbox tomorrow night to celebrate lin's bday.
hope everyting will go on smoothly tomorrow. baa.
`patriciaa~
10:42 PM
lecture was boring today.
we just sat there..
chatting and day dreaming?
and we were all hungry.
no mood to concentrate yar.
after lunch went library do literature project.
it's so complicated lah.
need bring home do though.
dont know why all of a sudden, i felt so damn stressed up.
lit project.. newspapers article presentation..
radio commercial script.. asian cinema presentation..
hmm.. i dont know still got what.
only know that got alot of homework.
DEAD! STRESS!
not only my own stuffs..
still got the tuition kids that's been making me so stressed up.
this week having their exams...
and they can still get so many questions wrong and a just pass results on the exercise i gave.
i'm so worried about how they gonna fare in their exams.
and during holidays tuition what should i teach them.
argh. troubled.
and i gotta re- read my part 7 essay.
to understand it well as i gotta do the slides for it..
and most probably.. present it.
i need a break so bad.
when it's just monday.
there is still a long long way to go. :[
`patriciaa~
10:26 PM
weekends are okays.
but back to monday again.
sighs.
luckily tomorrow only one hour lecture.
cause radio pro was cancelled.
hehs. yar but after which had to do project.
there goes my movie plans again.
well well.. wait till i'm free then.
which i dont know when lah.
so many projects coming up.
like so far all due on week five?
damn dead.
had hougang tuition today.
and it was the last lesson till end of december i guess?
i need a break so bad.
and i need to concentrate on my studies too.
bishan tuition continues... but only once a week instead.
to brush up on their vocab, according to the mother.
lesser tuition means lesser income.
i'm gonna save up these two months.
but well.. so many best friends' birthdays in nov and dec.
and christmas is coming too.
oh well.. and i need to read a 16pages long essay by tonight.
for tomorrow's project.
i'm already quite lucky.
cause i only had to read one chapter.
but i could not understand a single thing when i read. :\
`patriciaa~
2:28 AM
well.. my eyes are closing soon.
the time now is close to 2.30am.
congratulate me! i just finished my second movie review.
LOL. i'm so proud of myself.
i really did finish it by tonight. ehhes. :]
cause i want a nice nice weekends.
still got sit-ups to do.
FAT FAT FAT.
well well..
i will do it fast and sleep soon. zzz.
the time now is close to 2.30am.
congratulate me! i just finished my second movie review.
LOL. i'm so proud of myself.
i really did finish it by tonight. ehhes. :]
cause i want a nice nice weekends.
still got sit-ups to do.
FAT FAT FAT.
well well..
i will do it fast and sleep soon. zzz.
`patriciaa~
11:28 PM
had asian cinema lesson today.
and watched the second movie, 'Shower'.
what a funny name huh?
but it was a damn nice show.
very much better compared to last week's one.
hmm.. dont mind watching it again. :]
it was a touching show.
worth watching and i hope more of this kind of movie will turn up during lessons.
think i could write a better review this time.
cause i understand the story.
last week's one i dont understand much.
so anyhow write it.
no school again tomorrow.
and monday only one hour lecture. hehs. (:
`patriciaa~
10:34 PM
school again tomorrow.
sighs.
two more days to go.
and friday no school again! hehs.
dint enjoy my one day holiday much today.
well.. went to see some arts stuffs.
and wasted quite some time earlier in the day.
i'm so so tired now.
gonna sleep early tonight.
i only had four hours of sleep last night.
when i would always have at least six hours of sleep each night.
well. cause was thinking about some stuffs and cant sleep. rawr.
woke up damn early this morning.
and completed my movie review.. finally!!
last night dint do that.
cause was doing some itunes stuffs.
which wasted a few hours of my night.
so no more time for homework.
wish me luck tomorrow.
seems all boring lessons. :[
no matter what i do, it's all because i care for you.
i don't wanna lose you either.
please don't lie to me.
it's so heartbreaking.
and no matter what happens, i still love you lots.
forever and ever.
`patriciaa~
11:31 PM
monday was finally over.
and there is one day off tomorrow. LOL.
now i hope all holidays fall on tuesdays.
cause it's a long long day on tuesdays.
how nice would it be if there is no more tuesdays. :x
had written media lesson today morning.
it's slightly better today.
not so boring as before.
hmm.. slight improvements?
but that room was damn cold.
it was last semester's marketing lesson room.
well.. luckily i brought my jacket along. brr.
then after lunch had radio production lesson.
so next monday only go school for a one hour lecture.
how sick. :\
it was fun today.
we learnt about radio commercial today.
and we were into group activities.
my group did the one on "announcer voice over". LOL.
such a short time to come out with one commercial.
everybody was so pro heh.
nice nice. it was cool.
alrites. hope to have a nice day tomorrow. :]
but i must finish my movie review first before i can achieve that goal.
wish me luck for tonight.
die die must finish it by tonight. baa.
`patriciaa~
10:11 PM
weekends gone just like this.
tomorrow monday again.
well.. how sians. it's a long day tomorrow.
cause tuesday no school so there is extra lesson tomorrow.
hmm well.. at least tuesday no school. :]
i did something so bad to weng today.
let him make such a big decision.
but i'm glad that he still choose me in the end.
well.. at least he dint fail my test.
sorry for being so mean to you today.
but i did all these cause i care.
hope you can keep the promise and dont lie to me.
i love you, silly fart. (:
i just love you the way you are.. especially the silly side of you. =p
anyways i told lian lian i would do some research on the movie review last night.
but damn no mood last night lah.
so till now nothing had been done.
and i still want enjoy my tuesday holiday.
so i better do at least some research by tonight, i hope.
`patriciaa~
11:50 PM
had the mid-autumn festival celebration in school today.
well.. it was fun.. full of laughter and jokes.
ahha. :]
luckily weng came along with me.
if not i will be damn bored as all my darlings are all busy with the crew thingy.
had buffet there.
the food was not bad.
hmm.. ate quite a big plate of food.
but i'm hungry again now. LOL.
and i dint win any prizes in the lucky draw.
my luck wasn't so good tonight.
oh well.. the GV and capital land vouchers are so attractive. :[
tomorrow will be going to celebrate sharon's birthday.
so in case i dint get home before 12am,
happy birthday to my darling sharon!! (:
`patriciaa~
11:00 PM
had asian cinema leson today.
were introduced to the shows we will be watching in this semester.
well... all shows look so 'old' and boring.
and those shows are all around 3hours plus long.
today we watched our first show " farewell my concubine"?
i dont really remember the english name.
but its english name is totally different from chinese name.
it was not too bad.
just that i got a few parts dont understand.
and we are supposed to do a review on that movie.
we were advised to finish it by this week.
so that we wont forget the storylines.
well... i'm dead.
i suck at writing movie review too. rawr.
and there are still 12 more reviews to go.
one review per week is really too much for me. baa.
then we used the draw lots method to decide the individual presentation.
and i got to do the movies from thailand.
and luckily i dint got the india ones.
i dint watch indian movies before. :/
thailand ones mostly horror movies.
quite cool heh. :]
presenting in january.
still got some time. (:
anyways i just saw a few announcements in MEL.
monday would be a long day.
cause danny yeo changed radio production lesson to after written media lesson.
so next next monday no radio pro lesson.
and it will be a long monday next week.
tomorrow will have the mid autumn night celebration.
i'm looking forward to the lucky draws part.
hehs. :]
`patriciaa~
10:57 PM
it was a short day today.
was supposed to be long day.
but the afternoon lesson was cancelled cause of our nice ah nan. :]
he was so nice heh.
first week only and he cancelled the tutorial.
so we only have ray's lesson today.
well.. even though ray was a nice and cute teacher, but i have to admit his lessons are boring.
we were discussing about the brokeback mountain show's director.
catch no ball.. i'm so lost about news around me.
baa.
it's not his fault that lessons are boring.
it's cause of the subjects.
just two boring subjects that dont interest me.
and i think i'm gonna sucks so badly in those.
that's why i say this semester i'm gonna be dead in my results.
and there is tuition tomorrow morning.
changed the friday night one to tomorrow.
so that i can attend the mid autumn celebration thingy.
cool. wonder how will eveything goes. :]
hehs. and most importantly, friday no school.
and next tuesday no school too!
hehs. i love holidays! (:
`patriciaa~
11:18 PM
today was a long long day.
or rather.. tuesdays are all like that.
well.. i hate tuesdays so badly. :x
we had many many subjects today.
and i think i'm gonna be damn dead.
there is more to come.
argh.
i wish i was dead before school starts.
i hate this life. :[
`patriciaa~
11:34 PM
it was the first day of school.
of my second year second semester.
well.. how time flies.
it seems like yesterday when i just entered poly.
and now i'm already halfway through the second year.
and it's gonna be so so fast to be in the third year.
which i dont hope i will get into so fast.
cause of the china thing.
argh. just always fussing about it.
that's my only regret of coming into this course, serious.
if there is no such silly nonsense, i will sure be damn satisfied. :x
today was a short day.
school starts at 9am and ends at 1pm.
only had radio production and written media lesson.
well.. radio pro lesson..
was damn malu.. LOL.
everybody listens to the conversation each person recorded. ahha.
but overall it was fun i guess.
written media was quite boring?
and it sounds scary.
i think i'm gonna fail this module damn bad.
writing leh..
what else? it's about media.
i'm so so dead.
i need help very much in that i guess.
and friday there is the mid autumn night celebration.
i thought it was long over.
i thought it was held during the holidays.
well.. everybody must go.
i wonder how dead will i be?
friday night! ahh.
it's just the first day.
and i had felt the stress already.
and i had been troubling over some many stuffs.
i'm so dead. :[
tomorrow worst.
long day.
and four subjects.
wow. bless me. =x
`patriciaa~
10:34 PM
went for tuition today as usual.
but i gave one of them a 'scolding' today.
cause he had been looking rather restless these few lessons when i go for tuition.
but i did nothing, only told him to sleep earlier on saturday nights.
but today was really bad.
he did all his sums wrong.
and did his work in a horribly untidy way.
and that's why i told him off today.
he cried too. LOL.
but i told him as long as i see changes in him next week, i wont tell his mom about it.
well.. i dont go around scolding people k..
it's his fault first.
i dint find any bag today.
and school is starting tomorrow.
i will try my luck tomorrow after school..
since school ends at early afternoon.
so for tomorrow..
i can only continue using my spoilt bag..
which i 'repair' abit already.
hope it wont let me down. LOL.
well.. school in less than 11hours.
sighs.
i' m gonna miss my weng so bad. :[
`patriciaa~
10:41 PM
just because of my previous post
and i noticed there are so many people whom cared about me.
well.. thanks all.. (:
i'm just too depressed recently and so posted that.
but i'm really fine now.
glad to have you guys around yar. :]
school is starting real soon lah.
damn sians.
the time tables had really been depressing.
sighs.
i dont wish school to start.
started watching 'princess hours' last night.
when i borrowed this from my mom' friend weeks ago.
only started watching the first episode last night.
i tried playing it in my vcd player.
and it kept reading 'no disc'.
i felt so cheated at that time.
thought my mom's friend lent me a spoilt cd.
cause they were burnt de.
not original.
so i was cursing that person for ruining my night.
then i tried playing it with my laptop instead.
and it works.
then i finally realised it was a dvd.
and that;s why vcd player cant play.
so malu. i was so careless. LOL.
luckily i did try on my laptop.
if not there goes my show. =p
i had a hard time figuring how the show works.
firstly i chose chinese speaking one.
but then i cant find the subtitles section.
so i had a hard time watching the show for 30minutes without subtitles.
i could hardly hear what they were talking about.
then suddenly i noticed that subtitles can be chosen.
and i dont know why..
i started watching all right from the start...
with subtitles.
LOL. i wasted quite some time figuring out some stupid stuffs.
and that's why i only watch one episode.
gonna continue watching again tonight.
well.. school is starting.
damn moodless lah. :[
`patriciaa~
1:21 AM
i love you..
i need you..
i cherish you..
i care for you..
but can you please stop hurting me?
and can you stay??
i want you so bad.
i want you so bad.
patricia koh yi guan is dead.
`patriciaa~
11:57 PM
went tuition today.
again doing revision.
today was smooth.
no one cried. hah.
the mother made mooncake herself.
and gave me two.
ask me to bring home eat.
well.. looks nice. but i dont dare to eat. LOL.
after tuition went bishan park.
to celebrate mid autumn festival with weng.
played lanterns.. and it was the most boring one.
sparklers.. dont know what's wrong. cant light nicely.
then candles. most fun one.
light it all around the ground.
nice nice! :]
we used up six packets of sparklers and four packets of candles.
even though weng said will have leftovers.
but we dont have enough instead. LOL.
i hate liars.
and why must you be the one who lied?
it hurts.. so bad. :[
i wont be able to take it anymore.
if the same thing happens again.
dont ever lie to me please.
`patriciaa~
9:58 PM
happy 31st monthniversary to dearie weng! :]
wore the cupid shirt together today..
the one i bought him for his 18th birthday.
since last month, we agreed to wear the shirt together every 5th. LOL (:
went great world city again today.
to watch 'rob-b-hood' by jackie chan and louis khoo.
well.. as what lian lian say..
it was a nice show.. LOL.
can compare with click.
but i still love click the best lah. haha.
the baby in that movie damn cutee lah. =p
funny and touching show.
worth watching. LOL.
we played arcade today too.
played 'time crisis four' and 'house of the dead four'.
i had a nice day! :]
i'm still watching 'my girl' every night.
tonight will be watching the last episode.
well.. so wanting to know what is the ending.
hmm~~ :)
`patriciaa~
11:39 PM
happy 46th to daddy!!
wow. that's old. LOL.
i told him that.
and he replied, " you guys had grown up, and that's why."
how time flies.
my parents seems to be ageing at a very fast speed. haha.
was slacking at queensway, ikea and anchorpoint today.
well.. it was really slacking.
we did nothing and it was really damn bored.
anyways it had been a long time since i last went that area.
afterwhich i got a birthday cake for daddy at bengawan solo.
after looking through all those photos we took for the past few years,
i noticed it had always been that same cake.
no matter whose birthday. LOL.
well.. think it's time for a change.
next time should try other cakes.
ate the cake after dinner.
and i went out again.
went chinatown.
to buy candles, sparklers and paper lanterns for this friday night.
hehs.
and tomorrow is the 5th again! :]
school is starting damn soon.
argh. i better treasure these few days before school starts.
i'm so worried about his schedule when school starts.
i'm worried that he would not have time for me anymore. :x
`patriciaa~
11:33 PM
just got home.
well.. tired.
went wild wild wet today with dear.
saw a FOC camp friend.. with his gf. LOL.
it was my first time there.
and also wore the new bikini today.
it was kinda bored at first when we reached there.
cause wengweng only brought me to the slides, playground, shiok river.
all these are damn boring..
cause jurong swimming pool also have.
so i was really damn bored.
and disappointed.
that the place was so boring actually.
afterwhich, we went to try other stuffs like skyrider, ular lah, jacuzzi cum waterfall and samsung.
oh my. those are the cool stuffs that cant be found in jurong.
i enjoyed 'ular lah' the most.
it was exciting and fun.
i was screaming all the way lah.
those kids that shared the boat with me were shocked. LOL.
it was a boat with six people on it..
and slide down.
and the slide was narrow. ahha.
that's why i shouted yar.
then skyrider..
is like riding bicycle around.
and can see the whole place from the top view.
quite nice too. (:
then samsung.
was the most scary and exciting one.
two person on a boat.
then pushed down a steep slope.
both sides steep.
damn scary. like heart popping out when you slide down.
we only tried that twice and gave up.
we tried ular lah the most times. till lost count.
then the jacuzzi had water fall too.
and something happened at the waterfall there.
well.. shall not blog about it.
damn malu.
till wengweng go to the extent of saying "wah piang eh!"
LOL.
actually the place was not as nice as i thought.
just only a few stuffs that i enjoyed.
but i really enjoyed myself with wengweng today. :]
and i'm so so tired now.
`patriciaa~
9:52 PM
yesterday...
ate dinner with my family..
then went bugis to shop with my sister.
she wanted a wallet from wallet shop so badly.
so brought her there and bought her one too.
which tempted me in getting one too.
yar. so i got a new wallet too.
and bought a belt from bugis village.
well well... money money gone. -.-
then tonight..
supposed to celebrate daddy's birthday during dinner.
wanted to buy him a cake and give him a surprise.
but all the shops there were closed.
and i called mommy to tell her that.
she so just nice on her handphone to loudspeaker mode.
and daddy heard it.
so no more surprises. baa.
so in the end, no cake.
only dinner.
we ate dinner at a nice restaurant opened by my mom's friend.
damn rich lah.
the restaurant was damn nice.
food was damn expensive too as well..
but the food was really delicious.
after giving us discount it still costs a big bomb.
i wonder what happen to those customers that ain't given discount.
will be damn ex lah.
but despite of the prices of food being high,
there were still many customers..
almost full house.
maybe as long as it's nice food, people dont mind bah.
bought a bikini today.
it was my first one ever.
cause all along i was worried mommy dont allow me to wear.
then today i tried to tell her that i dint wear one before..
and i want try wearing too.
to my surprise, she agreed.
she say " choose something that covers more hor!"
i was like "orh. -.-"
and i finally got one.
think will be wearing tmr.
dear wants to go wild wild wet.
cause it's gonna close down for a certain period for renovation.
and also cause i dint go there before.
so wanna take this time to go, before school starts.
oh yar. dear made my brother a baby roadrunner balloon for children's day.
as what my brother requested.
LOL. it was damn cute.
i think he liked it.
happy children's day to all! (:
`patriciaa~