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11:52 PM
yeah!! quite satisified with my marketing quiz results.
got 20/25. dint gt to see which qns wrong. cos J Lo dint go thru.
i rushed thru my deforestation hwk days ago.
den nw alfred posted announcements tt deadline extended by another one wk.
wtf. den wat had i been doing sia?!
shd had focus on test instead.
argh! why he so damn last min.
yea and test.. i rrly duno wat i studyin.
i jus purely wished for a pass on fri. hehs.
hmm.. stil tinkin shd go sch tmr ma..
hL nt goin. but i most prb nt goin too.
yea nt cos i wan study or do hwk.
but to relax myself.
esp when i tink tmr lesson shd b nt tt impt as the special guest coming.
i'm more worried abt the numbering in my presentation nxt week.
wonder if i dun go, will it affect my turn in presenting? hope nt. -.-
i still tinkin hard on wat to teach in tt presentation.
but most prb straw heart.. as i cant tink of anything else le..
hope tt presentation will be successful. sounds damn hard. *sighs*
`patriciaa~
11:14 PM
hmm.. was late for cls today.
cos i took another alternative to come sch frm nyp.
yea so was late.
and so i wont take tt alternative again nxt time.
aft lunch we were on our way to paya lebar air force museum.
hahs. had so much laughter dere. lol.
and nxt visit will be aft the two wks hols..
and we will be goin sentosa.
ahhs. it has been a long time since i last went dere.
the mother of the kids i tutor at hougang jus called..
while i was watching tv.
chatted for quite some time.
and we concluded tt nich was careless in his maths,
if nt he can do well.
and eliz was lazy in her compre for being too 'shortcut'.
yea so tink the mother dint blame me.
cos rrly it isn't my fault. hehs.
and she is gonna intro me to her relative.
to tuition for a k2 kid at sengkang.
to prepare him for nxt yr.
hmm. another lobang hehs. =)
`patriciaa~
10:50 PM
wat a tiring day...
skipped lunch again.
argh!
danny yeo is a big liar..
guess dere will be cls on thurs then.
n need bring laptop too.
lyk gt a guest coming.
ahhhhh.
tot i cld njy wed ending earli... and nt coming sch on thurs.
damn. jus bcos of a stupid guy coming and ruined everyting.
tink wed marketing oso need bring individual laptop.
and each grp need 2tb?! oh my.
dun tink anyone in my grp bought tt bk.
wed thurs bring laptop.
tts gonna spoil my day.
fri test untouch.
DEAD.
`patriciaa~
11:29 PM
finally...
i finished my deforestation hwk..
aft one nite of struggle.
hehs.
back to sch again.
when others are having hols.
argh.
back to monday blues..........
`patriciaa~
11:58 PM
hmm..
had quite some fun chilling out with dear today.
jus came back. wooh..
except that he made me a lil pissed today.
but thx for owaes being so forgiving towards me.
i love you! <3
n i am so dead..
hwk undone..
finally gt da origami bk for xiaodi.
wonder wat will his reaction be when i bluff him i dint gt it.
hehes. so cute nehx.
awww. had dinner too earli..
i am feeling a lil hungry nw!
and oso gotta do hwk!
sighs.
and yea!
dear said he wld help me create my own blogskin.
provided i gif him the design or sth?
duno wats tt. so confusing! =x
oh man! how i wish it will be out soon!
`patriciaa~
10:43 PM
yawnz..
finally wkends are here.
hmm. had a sight translation test todayy.
quite satisfied with my results?
i still tink that LTK is quite lenient.
hope he is oso lenient in the upcoming real exams.
cos i dun tink i perform well.
but he gave gd marks.
well, perhaps too much hesistation.
i will wrk harder nxt time.
global exercise..or isit a test?
i did the qns on "is it necessary to get married in today's society?"
well.. was quite stuck at first..
slowly managed to find my way.
the previous assig..
alfred said lowest was B, and only veri few ppl gt.
mostly gt A. hehs.
alfred so lenient heh.
so luckyy.
well, gotta at least do some hwk tis wkends.
if nt more tests and hwks coming up..
but doubt i will be so guai..
haiz..i'm tired to do hwk.
and all i cld tink of is going gai gai..
hehes. time to wake up, pat!
and yea btw, i need to change my blogskins again!
tis time round, i wan create my own!
hehs. but duno how to go abt doing it.
any help frm anyone?! =p
`patriciaa~
10:58 PM
i am gettin more n more sickk during his lessons...
getting boring and more boring..
presentations, presentations and presentations..
damn stressed over the upcoming presentation..
i dun even knw wat i wanna teach in tt presentation..
so siao.. ridiculous hwk.
and tmr interpretation lessons..
even more ridiculous..
that 3hrs is like hell.
argh.. i am tired..
looking forward to the two wks hols..
hehex.. by then, i will nt do any hwk..
and jus enjoy my short hols PEACEFULLY.
tts my wish. hope it wil come true :)
`patriciaa~
10:36 PM
marketing quiz today..
i guess quite alrite??
checked thru answers with hL and sharon..
hmm.. most answers same. hehs..
glad tt i did rmb wat i studied..
and all the efforts ain't wasted.
ahh. the cramps are killing me!
and it indeed spoilt my day..
today was meant to be a perfect day.
sobx.. =(
`patriciaa~
11:06 PM
oh my..
been so busy..
hmm.. finally we got all our actors for the upcoming video pro proj..
hee..
and me and hL finished our storyboards!!
so happy!
haha..
so nw our grp is lyk quite ahead of others..
so dun need so hurry anymore..
finally can slow dwn n relax.. hehs..
i love my dear..
he is jus so wonderful..
whom always give in to me..
jus to make me happy..
iloveyou!!! lalas. xD
`patriciaa~
10:40 PM
hmm..
learnt sth today..
tts to cherish the ppl ard u..
cos u wld nv knw when will tey leave u...
or when u will leave dem..
u duno when is the veri last time u wld see dem.
*sighs*
suddenly i miss ah ma..
i had been feelin so guilty for nt being able to celebrate wid her on mothers' day and had nt been visiting her nowadays..
i had been rrly busy recently..
it's a small world aft all..
the male actor zhen found frm her fren happened to b my fren too..
whom i dint rrly kip contact with but was my grp members during FOC camp las yr..
and aft toking to him for quite a while...
he finally rmb me..
diao.
he sounded quite troubled..
but im rrly grateful for his help..
at least he is the first guy whom stood out to help aft our hard and long search...
if the whole shw goes successfully in june...
i wld be even more grateful..
hmm.. marketing quiz sounds hard.
J Lo seems lyk those 'difficult' teachers..
and i ain't tt smart as compared to sharon and hL..
so the more i shd wrk harder...
but seems tt im too late...
i'm tired and dere is nt much time left..
i jus dun hv da mood to study...
`patriciaa~
11:59 PM
TRUST...
i find it hard to trust recently.
wkends over.
ahhhhh..
back to sch again..
marketing quiz.. boo. so dead.
i jus hate mondays..
mainly bcos of vid pro and monday blues...
but i will be alrite aft 5pm on mondays..
hahas..
`patriciaa~
11:20 PM
hmm..
tink i am attracting gals nowadays...
quite a few gals add me on msn..
sae tey saw my pg thru frenster..
aiyo..scary.. wats happening??! haha.
`patriciaa~
12:16 AM
i jus feel like giving up on this.
but i jus cant bear to.
why am i such a weakling?!
argh! ignorance is bliss!
love me no more. =(
`patriciaa~
10:55 PM
the cries...
the memories..
the lesson..
the worries...
wat had happened to him?
why dint he keep in touch as he promised??
why cant he care??!!
`patriciaa~
10:36 PM
everyting was fine again..
tinkin of wat happen ytd... it was lyk so wu liao..
getting upset over nth..
thanks sharon for listening to my wu liao speech..
n try to 4gt it soon.. hehe. so malu..
tinkin of wat happen ytd... it was lyk so wu liao..
getting upset over nth..
thanks sharon for listening to my wu liao speech..
n try to 4gt it soon.. hehe. so malu..
and thanks to gstx for ur encouragement..
my life nw is filled with dear, frens, hwk, projs...
other hwk still can cope bahh...
jus tt video pro is da subj tts freaking me out..
damn ma fan..
i knw i had been sayin tis since my last few posts..
but i still wan say it again today...
"i seriously regret taking video pro.. new media sounds more fun and relaxing. argh!"
my life nw is filled with dear, frens, hwk, projs...
other hwk still can cope bahh...
jus tt video pro is da subj tts freaking me out..
damn ma fan..
i knw i had been sayin tis since my last few posts..
but i still wan say it again today...
"i seriously regret taking video pro.. new media sounds more fun and relaxing. argh!"
`patriciaa~
11:33 PM
i'm feeling so down right now..
everyting jus dun seems right....
i felt that i'm being replaced.....
i jus dun gt the love, care and concern i used to gt..
everyting changed.. and ppl changed too..
and i'm a nobody....
`patriciaa~
10:32 PM
today is mothers' day.
a sad day for me though.
had video production filming today.
spent ard 6hrs to gt a 15mins shw done.
wat the fuck.
and tis fucking proj made me lose the chance of celebrating mothers'day with ah ma.
i cnt imagine how disappointed ah ma will be seeing that i'm nt free to come visit her.
and you can never understand hw disappointed i was too.
i regretted taking video pro..
seriously, i regretted.
`patriciaa~
10:40 PM
shopping spree today..
went bugis and bought so many stuffs...
skirts..shorts..bag...mothers' day present..
gt a Fila handbag for mummy..
hope she will lyk da color..
hmm..spent abt 100bucks today..
oh no..
gotta save nw...
especially when i gonna stop tuition for one mth..
and yupps.. today is the last day of tuition..
say bye bye to those kids for one mth..hahs..
so glad i'm at least freed frm tuition stress for one mth..
hehs.
`patriciaa~
11:17 PM
today is vesak day.
a fun day for me..
a day which made me 4gt all abt my hwk and stress.
hehex.
today went out with my bro, sis and dear.
went to liang court to help my sis look for her mp3..
and she finally gt her mp3 after so long. hahs.
den actually wanna catch a movie at ps as wat my bro wants.
but all tickets was selling fast dere.
so we decided jus go arcade play..
all of us hv fun dere..
spent a few hrs dere..
den went for dinner at kfc..
fat fat fat!!
den went shopping ard at ps for mothers' day present.
in the end cant find anyting.
will continue my search tmr.
hope can find sth real soon.
sunday is mothers' day already.
`patriciaa~
10:29 PM
went for an eye check-up this morning.
thanks to dear whom pei me dere.
if nt i will be bored n worried to death..
hahas.
the doctor said that my eys will bcum so sore when i wear lens is cos i over-wore..
meaning i tired my eyes cos of wearin lens long hrs per day.
and causes my eyes to be veri dry now..
if wan wear lens is only 1-2days per week.
yupps. which is lyk so miserable.
so i decided to stop using lens for another 3mths.
and gotta use an eye drop 4times a day for 3mths.
and gotta go back dere again aft 3mths.
hope my eyes will be ok by then.
had radio presentation today.
was so anxious while waiting for my turn.
results are better than wat i expected.
wat a relief..
hmm..
glad that i had made improvements. hehs.
and today was finally over...
relieved that everyting had gone smoothly..
`patriciaa~
11:20 PM
projects projects and more projects....
i'm getting crazy..
jus too much stress..
i cant take it anymore..
HELP!!!!!!!!!
and tmr is the day..
i'm not looking forward to at all...
`patriciaa~
11:56 PM
took quite some time to enter blogger.
seriously, dere is sth veri wrong with my net.
so hard to surf net.
summary of the day is: alfred is a nice and slack teacher.
hha..but he cnt rrly teach..
i dun understand wat he is talkin since the veri first lesson.
and tt module will be tested..
and no more open book.. so DEAD.
last day of having tuition at bishan..
gonna hv a long brk til end of june.
yea. happy.
tt damn kid was driving me crazy.
so damn fucked up.
tmr is chi papers already.
let him do papers he sae duno and started crying.
i tot he wld do better dan his sis.
in the end he only gt a jus passed result....
while dere was improvements in his sis results as she kip sayin the paper was easy.
*dumbfolded*
tt kid gt me so pissed til i scream quite loudly at him today.
i lost control.
mainly bcos aft today i wont gt to see dem for quite some time.
hope their parents dun mind cos da child had totally no 'sportsmanship'.
tts why i cnt tahan n scolded him.
i tink tey oso quite used to that though.
argh. spoil my day...
hope tmr meeting on video pro wont last too long..
and hope video pro filming will go smoothly on sunday.
yups. sunday is hougang last tuition b4 hols.
but changed to sat le. cos of video pro.
hope no more changes pls.
`patriciaa~
10:13 PM
oh my...
haven been updating for quite a few days heh.
yupps. been so tired.
finally my radio presentation is more or less done.
thanks to jl and yx for lending me da cds.
hehs. u guys saved my day! =)
today went to sch slightly earlier b4 lessons start to rehearse at da studio.
hope can lessen my panic on tt day of presentation.
still haven really gt da grasp of using da faders..
of fading the music while da song starts.
so multi-tasking sia..
both hands busy..and mouth still gotta cont talking.
tink i oughta practise more at hm.
no more chance of booking studio for tis week.
and thurs is da day..
and oso for eye check up too.
sians. hope dere is nth wrong with my eyes.
video pro gt more n more proj coming up.
all of high weightage. and all so hard and ma fan.
gonna tk up so much of my time!
regretted taking video.shd choose new media instead.
which sounds more fun and easy.
argh. can i still change nw?? hehe.
`patriciaa~
11:30 PM
happy 26th monthniversary to that sweet boy..
whom set alarm in the middle of the nite jus to wake up to wish me happy 26th mths.
when he was already halfway to lala land..
and was falling aslp while sending me da msg..
i appreciate that, sweets.
thanks for everyting..and thanks for always remembering the 5th each mth.
interpretation lessons..
he was late..
aft these few days of 'interacting' with him..
i still dun tink he gt da looks of a teacher..
and his lessons was damn sick i tink..
today did interpretations on 'da chang jin' and a story by roald dahl..
frm chi to eng and eng to chi respectively.
and he was so picky on our answers.
hate his lesson sia.
den did da video pro exercise aft sch today.
had quite some fun and learnt quite many new stuffs.
thanks to my grp peeps to let me go off earlier.
sorry for all da trouble hehs.
even though changed time for tuition, i was stil slightly late.
hehs.
`patriciaa~
10:21 PM
why the day always end with a sad goodbye??
and why izit that i always can't let go??
presentation skills lessons in da studio.
and had booked it on mon.
hehe. thanks to sharon zhen etc etc that i gt to practise b4 presentation.
today danny let us all try..
i find that it's quite simple..
only a few buttons and faders to control..
nt da whole machine..
all we need to do is stay calm and rehearse.
it isn't as scary as it seems.
my story is so common.
most ppl saw it online oridy..
hahas..wonder did i clash wid anyone??
hope nt.
danny said da quality of my burn cd is too poor.
cnt use..
so gotta find new song again..
music shd b able to find frm da 2cds..i hope..
and why izit that i always can't let go??
presentation skills lessons in da studio.
and had booked it on mon.
hehe. thanks to sharon zhen etc etc that i gt to practise b4 presentation.
today danny let us all try..
i find that it's quite simple..
only a few buttons and faders to control..
nt da whole machine..
all we need to do is stay calm and rehearse.
it isn't as scary as it seems.
my story is so common.
most ppl saw it online oridy..
hahas..wonder did i clash wid anyone??
hope nt.
danny said da quality of my burn cd is too poor.
cnt use..
so gotta find new song again..
music shd b able to find frm da 2cds..i hope..
`patriciaa~
11:43 PM
i'm tired of everything..
i'm starting to lose faith..
i'm starting to gt suspicious..
i'm beginning to give up..
i feel so DEAD.
`patriciaa~
11:01 PM
end of the long weekends.
back to sch again tmr.
sians. feel so lazy.
i'm still in hols mood.
it's been one week since sch starts.
gotta be back in study mode.
labour's day..
wat exactly is tis dae abt??
why is it a public hol when it's LABOUR day?
tot it's a day we shd wrk more?
but nvm. as long as i had hols.
why shd i even care. hahas.
i had been fooling ard tis wkends.
hwk 'untouched'....
mayb i shd learn to tk tings easy.
try nt to tink abt hwk first.
till the deadline is damn near den i start to panic!
`patriciaa~