PATRICIA. WHERE IS THE LOVE THAT ONCE SHINED SO BRIGHT?


 

 

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Thursday, November 30, 2006
11:15 PM

1000 days had passed.
all seems to happen just yesterday.
but wengweng forgot this day.
well. a little disappointing.
but he had served his punishment today.
he was so sweet today.
so forgave him le. LOL :]
had been sleeping early recently.
hmm.. but i'm still tired.
forever not enough sleep.
watched an indian show today.
it was almost four hours long.
my eyes are so so sore today.
tired. =x
the show was not bad..
except those musical that i dont really enjoy.
but the storyline was nice.
gotta do the review soon yar.
hope can find some research online.
so many many homeworks again.
all the difficult ones.
i'm so dead. :[

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, November 28, 2006
12:00 AM

i enjoyed my weekends very much! (:
now back to school again.
but this week should be quite alright.
cause no presentations and many lessons cancelled. LOL. =p
had been doing our radio homework the whole day today.
well.. tired. do till 7plus. zzz..
met with so many problems that wasted so much of our time. baa.
finally all done.
gotta hand in tomorrow.
hope all will be fine. :]
slept early last night.
at 11pm.
well.. tonight.. i will sleep early too. tired tired. :x

`patriciaa~

Friday, November 24, 2006
11:59 PM

havent been blogging these few days.
well.. wednesday.. had lit presentation.
finally over! it was quite well done i guess. LOL.
then after lit lesson went ufm 100.3 station.
hmm.. we get to see the dj talking live.
well.. quite cool. :]
thursday..
watched a new movie.
well.. i think it was the worst show out of so many we watched.
hardly any dialogues throughout that 2hours.
only like around 10mins of dialogues in that show.
so you can imagine how boring it is lah.
after lesson went yishun and sembawang.
went to that place in sembawang.
where i had alot of memories there with wengweng.
forgot quite alot of things that had happened there.
but remembered alot things back there with the help of wengweng.
then i realised how fast time flies.
today.. friday..
went hougang mall and tampines.
hougang mall to catch baby looney tunes there.
but no baby taz again. how disappointing. :x
and ate kfc there too! :]
then took a direct bus to tampines.
it has been raining and raining these few days.
so damn inconvenient.
hope to enjoy my weekends.
but gotta finish my review first.
till now, havent start on the movie review.
think i have to start on it tonight.
wish me luck. (:

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, November 21, 2006
11:47 PM

today was a short day.
i mean for lessons.
cause have stuffs on after school today.
school ended at 3pm instead of 6pm.
cause lesson postponed to thursday.
during 3hours break was doing our voice over for that radio script.
all was successful and smooth.
until at 4pm when we really use the DAW...
many many problems.
and our 2hours for this week was wasted just like this.
hope monday's 5hours can solve everything.
tuesday gotta pass up. so rush. -.-
dialect essay's deadline had been extended to next monday.
well..
if he had said earlier, then i wont be staying back home last sunday to complete my work.
anyways yesterday, mr ray's baby was born. LOL.
sure very cutee de. ahhha. (:
tomorrow got literature presentation.
oh gosh. bless us.
and tomorrow after school going UFM 100.3 radio station.
sounds cool. :]
cause i havent seen the inside of the radio station before. =p

`patriciaa~

Monday, November 20, 2006
11:06 PM

my parents and brother are finally back.
even though it's just for two days, somehow i miss them too.
the house seems so empty and quiet without them.
but thanks to wengweng.
whom accompanied me the whole day.
at least i didnt think so much this time.
but my sis regretted not going. LOL.
cause there are so many things to buy there.
stayed home whole day yesterday.
took the whole afternoon to finish my dialect essay.
wow. finally. i finished it! :]
had a meeting about the attachment during year three.
well.. it sucks.
seems so difficult and easy to fail.
omg. if fail have to retake lah. five months atttachment. -.-
i hate year three and i'm so not looking forward to it.
and zhejiang trip too. wtf. -.-

`patriciaa~

Sunday, November 19, 2006
10:11 AM

for the past few days..
had always been out. and had fun!
till i'm still stuck at my dialect homework right now.
finished my movie review on thursday night.
dragged for so many nights already..
i still haven started on my dialect one. -.-
it was damn hard to do.
i dont even know how to start lah.
sharon had finished everything. damn pro lah.
even the footer and stuffs. eveything done and posted on mel already!
pei fu pei fu!
only me and my sis at home right now.
daddy, mommy and my brother went malaysia this morning.
somehow, i missed them already. aww.
i better get my work done..
if not how can i enjoy myself out today?!
wish me luck!
and happy birthday to my dearest thampui! loves! :]

`patriciaa~

Thursday, November 16, 2006
11:28 PM

happy 10th birthday to my brother!
ahha. he finally reached two digits. LOL.
this week was a tiring one.
everyday long long day.
even thursday, cause extra lesson as tuesday one cancelled.
next week also the same.
sighs. tired.
had written media presentation today,
well.. no comments.
just that it was a long presentation.
were asked many questions during presentation.
but finally all was over. hehs.
next week literature presentation. hmm well..
and there are many homeworks to do this weekends.
radio script, movie review, dialect homework.
and the dialect one was the most difficult one.
clueless. i dunno how to do at all. so dead.
i better do my review and script fast.
cause i need to put in more effort on that dialect homework.
watched a new show today.
called the wedding banquet.
it was a nice show. i like the ending. damn special.
but some parts of the story was.. disgusting? LOL.
overall it was a nice show. :]
hope to finish the review soon.
and hope more ideas would flow in while i do my script.

`patriciaa~

Monday, November 13, 2006
11:03 PM

school was short today.
had radio production workshop early in the morning.
oh well. today's radio lesson was damn slack and fun? :]
we learnt about using protools.
the upcoming work i will doing with my lian lian oh. loves! =p
and we all booked an one hour slot during the 3hours break tomorrow.
to at least play around with those stuffs. LOL.
tomorrow no radio lecture. so 3hours break.
oh my. 3hours is damn long lah. sian.
and tomorrow is a long long day. tuesdays boo. :x
today after school went off straight away.
went toa payoh kbox today with my family.
yar. it's the first time ever. just the five of us. (:
it was kinda fun? i supposed.
sang from 2plus till 7pm.
5hours in that cold room.
and the weather was cold enough.
lucky we brought jackets. brrr.
daddy and mommy sang oldies.
i must day my daddy is quite good in singing. :]
mommy sucks at singing. but at least she took the effort to join in. LOL.
unlike my sister, who seems to be so quiet.
sing also sing very softly.
i think she is the only one who dint enjoy bah.
my brother.. a few songs here and there.
some he know. some dunno. LOL.
but i could still hear his voice lah. not bad for a ten year old kid le. LOL.
and we brought birthday cake along too.
advanced celebration of my brother's 10th bday, which is suppose to be this thursday.
but everyone seems busy on that day.
i had quite some fun today! :]

`patriciaa~

Saturday, November 11, 2006
11:47 PM

was at sentosa the whole day today.
with weng and my brother.
free admission and food.
cause we were going for the family day event.
and weng's mother gave us tickets to go. :]
left home at around 10.30am and reach there close to 11.30am.
the queue for the bus to sentosa was damn long lah.
first time see there so long queue.
the queue was from bus interchange till the mrt entrance. WOW.
but then we saw weng' s mother and aunt in the queue when we reached there.
so we cut in the queue. LOL.
saved us so much time from waiting. (:
the weather was bad today.
it was raining the whole day through.
no mood lah.
all the sand was like so sticky and disgusting when it rains.
we all had a hard time walking around la.
no umbrella.. we only had caps and a raincoat provided in that goodie bag.
and that raincoat was.. damn ugly. :x
the food given was nice. :]
i ate quite alot. FAT FAT!
after which queued for popcorn and candy floss under the rain.
well.. i really feel like refugee today.
then when to the children's stage for magic and balloon performance.
where the three of us started doing art.
both wengweng and me got involved in that too. LOL.
over-aged kids. ahha.
i dunno what is that art called.
but we just painted colours on some plastic stuffs.
we did alot and spent a few hours on that.
and brought home our masterpiece.
nice nice! :]
at night, brought my brother go musical fountain.
cause he had never been there before.
missed the 7.40pm one.
so went the 8.40pm one instead.
not so many people too.
my brother said he enjoyed it. and he enjoyed himself today.
if today never rain, he would enjoy more as we did not play the games cause of the rain.
well.. went home after everything.
it was early as compared to other saturday nights. :]

`patriciaa~

Friday, November 10, 2006
11:17 PM

went national library today.
to find books on that dialect control assignment.
so went to the reference library to find.
and i think it's the first time i entered reference library. -.-
when i had been to libraries all over singapore.
cause reference library looks so scary.
security guards on each level's entrance.
so i had never been there before until today. ahha.
it was so hard to find the books i want.
i could hardly find any books.
i dunno how zhen and hL found so many. LOL.
i asked hL while i'm finding.
but she could hardly remember where she found hers.
so well.. i only found two.
that is about languages and the society.
think got a small part on dialect and mass media.
i saw that heading and borrowed it back.
hope those two books can help. :]
must be wondering how i borrow the books when i went to reference library right?
an idea struck me when i was reading through the books i found:
since reference library books are only for reference, i tried to search those books from the catalogue.
and i found them from those neighbourhood libraries that can be borrowed.
just nice both books are also available at the central library at B1.
so went down and borrowed it back le. LOL.
and also helped my sister to find a few books she need.
that's all for today!
yesterday i dint do any homework. well..
and tonight so many nice shows on tv.
LOL.
tomorrow going sentosa.
hmm hope i can finish those homeworks that i had to finish ba.
and hope to have fun tomorrow. (:

`patriciaa~

Thursday, November 09, 2006
11:49 PM

i'm fine.
at least for now.
thanks to all who cared. :]
i dont know when will the day comes.
the day he lied again.
well.. i hope that day wont come, of course.
i'm such a failure.
i wanted to let go but i cant.
i just hope that he really had changed.
the trust i had in him is getting lesser and lesser.
but my love for him never get lesser.
that's the heartbreaking part.
so please dont hurt me anymore.
watched a new show again today.
of course new movie review to do.
that show (centre stage) sucks.
so boring and i dont understand a thing.
hope i will be able to find more research and do my review soon.
weekends again. hehs. (:

`patriciaa~


12:58 AM

school sucks. life sucks. everything sucks.
somehow i regret coming into this course.
attachement problems.. china trip.. and everything else.
why did i even choose this course?
argh. i dont understand myself.
i hate liars.
but i'm in love with one. -.-

`patriciaa~

Sunday, November 05, 2006
12:35 AM

alrites. past 12am.
happy 32nd months to my darling weng!
i had fun today! (saturday)
especially in the arcade.
we had a new game to play again!
after that 'bishi bashi champ' game.
last night, or rather friday night..
i completed my third movie review and the radio commercial script.
so that i could enjoy myself today.
hope both was not too badly done..
today went national library and esplanade library too.
to do some research on my thailand movie presentation and that dialect control essay.
but i found nothing on those two.
instead i found a book on the literature presentation that story.
the one that i need read part seven.
there is some very small part of analysis of that chapter.
well cool.. i could refer a bit to that. hehs.
hope will find books on my homeworks soon.
cause can't use only internet research.
need more on books research.
well.. sighs.

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, November 01, 2006
11:17 PM

happy bday linnie! :]
i dint went to her kbox celebration today.
luckily i gave her the present this morning..
if not i will miss it already.
many things happen on the journey there.
i almost wanted to quarrel with a stranger again.
sighs. why am i always creating trouble?
but i just cant let that person off so easily.
i dunno. i dunno wats right and wrong already.
after the incident, i was damn pissed lah.
no mood at all.. feel like killing that person la.
for ruining my day.
then i went cine. saw lin and jun.
after that.. i dont feel well and went off..
dint meet the rest of them.
sorry guys. especially lin.
i had missed so many friends' singing. LOL.
nvm. next time perhaps.
this week.. almost everyday got new homeworks.
i'm so so tired and dead.
haven even started the old ones and the new ones keep coming up.
and one thing for sure.
tomorrow asian cinema sure got one more new review to do.
sighs. my life sucks. i cant manage it well too. :[

`patriciaa~