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Monday, April 30, 2007
8:39 PM

hey people!
my blog had been infested my some UNKNOWN fatty ass disease.
so be careful. it's poisonous and damn irritating.
i will just let him be. and try to entertain him with my tag!
want more details of what happen can just find me. :]
i'm willing to share this origin of the disease.
just ignore it if you can.

`patriciaa~


7:55 PM

okays i'm back.
i'm lazy to blog much.
went dongyang, a part of zhejiang.
just that these two days had been raining and raining.
i had to carry my piggy umbrella around.
even when taking photos.
firstly we went to heng dian.
visited those stuctures of those dynasties.
where many movies was filmed there.
like THE CURSE OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER, HERO etc.
quite okay. took many many pictures.
but only upload some here.
cause it's too slow.
then on sunday night got back to hotel early.
wanted to have sauna or massage.
but like no difference from our hotel's one.
so decided not to waste the money on sauna.
and the hote got bathtub and tv!
but me and xinni did no use bathtub.
cause we find it quite dirty.
and we could'nt find a stopper to fill the bathtub with water.
so didn't use it in the end. :(
watched tv. no movies this time.
had been switching channels.
wanted to order wai mai in the room.
but need 20yuan.
so we don't want.
went to bed early instead.
i noticed the earlier i sleep the more tired i get in the morning.
damn tired today.
went hua yuan village in the afternoon.
damn boring. lol. many flies also.
and the ham we ate before production was damn smelly.
dunno why we had to watch it.
and the village was not really village.
it was quite modern now.
so i see no point going there.
no difference as singapore's hydroponics. lol.
around 2plus left the place.
was sleeping soundly on the bus. heh.
alrites. some of the pictures down here. really only some. :]










tomorrow is labour day.
and holiday in singapore too! happy holidays! (:

`patriciaa~

Saturday, April 28, 2007
8:20 PM

had the talk early in the morning.
it's about hangzhou's history!
omg! damn boring lah. history again.
then went back hostel use net.
went out at around 4pm with xinni.
took cab then bus.
cause that driver want change shift.
so don't want make things difficult we agreed to alight at a bus stop.
and took bus there ourselves.
shopping and walk walk.
bought a handbag at 30RMB, which is $6sing.
she gave me 140RMB at first.
then i refused to give in. and walked away.
and she called me back. give me 30RMB.
now i understand what my teacher say about the girls here.
they like to go there shop cause can bargain.
after bargaining will have a great sense of achievement.
today i fully understand tis kind of feeling.
and i had a very great sense of achievement after getting the price i want.
but i dunno why i bought this bag.
didn't really very love it lah. lol.
then i told xinni whatever she want can tell me.
i can help her bargain already.
as i had got the SKILLS. ahha.
after that went mac for dinner.
after dinner bought chocolate sundae to eat.
then went bookstore there.
the vcd/dvd damn cheap lah.
think i'm going to carry a big bunk back to singapore.
then i got many many shows to watch already! :]
i also have to help my mom find her korean dramas.
then took cab back to school.
okays i won't be around tomorrow till monday night i guess.
monday dunno what time i will be back.
most probably blog again on monday night.
hope to enjoy! take care everyone!
AND I REALISED..
IT'S OK TO LOSE A FRIEND..
WHO IS ALWAYS SO UNREASONABLE AND PETTY.
A GUY SOMEMORE LAH!
ALWAYS FINDING A QUARREL WITH ME.
STILL REMEMBER LAST YEAR ALSO GOT ONCE LIKE THAT.
STILL FLOOD MY TAGBOX.
NOW U WANT FLOOD JUST GO AHEAD.
I'M NOT GONNA CARE ANYMORE, LOSER!
FRIENDS ARE IMPORTANT TO ME.
BUT MAYBE YOU AREN'Y MY FRIENDS ANYMORE I GUESS.
AND I'M NOT GONNA LET THIS KIND OF PERSON SPOIL MY MOOD.
WENGWENG I'M GONNA MISS YOU BIG TIME THESE TWO DAYS.
BE A GOOD BOY. TAKE CARE.
LOVE YOUU FOREVER AND EVER! (: (:

`patriciaa~

Friday, April 27, 2007
7:08 PM

had monday make up lessons today.
cause after today is our 10days holidays!
till 8th may then i will start school. ehhehs. (:
had philosophy mock test in the morning.
it was quite ok to me. it was open book. exams no more open book.
how am i going to survive? :[
then literature lecture. as usual.. boring.. but we just have to listen.
as we had lots of homeworks..
and one essay due tomorrow which most of us had not done yet.
so we requested the teacher to cancel the afternoon tutorials.
hehs. and he really did. :]
so afternoon no lessons.
ate school restaurant with wanwan and xinni.
wanwan finally joined us to eat there!
after that went back hostel rest a while.
then around 1.30pm went Auchan with xinni.
to buy some daily products.
in case they closed on labour day week that holiday.
after buying came back at closed to 4pm.
was rushing my essay.
right now still in it.
wonder how long more it will takes.
gotta pass up tomorrow morning!
wish me luck.
then ordered that 'kfc' wai mai alone.
need at least 12yuan then got deliver.
so i ate yesterday that meal plus one popcorn chicken.
damn full. can't finish lah.
total less than $3sing.
okays. gonna continue my essay. zzz.
tomorrow still gotta wake up early for a stupid talk!
it's saturday ok! argh.
guess i will be sleeping throughout the session. -.-

`patriciaa~

Thursday, April 26, 2007
9:57 PM

世界上最遥远的距离

世界上最遥远的距离
不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你

世界上最遥远的距离
不是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这股思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明无法抵挡这股思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠
a poem shown to us today.
somehow i think it's quite meaningful.

`patriciaa~


8:58 PM

had compo writing last lesson with that teacher.
after the one week break will change teacher to teach already.
wonder how will the new teacher be like.
still have not done her essay, which is due on saturday.
and she want us to do another poem.
pass up through her hotmail. lol.
then after lesson went school library.
to find research on those homeworks.
history.. literature.. contemporary china.
cause the library will be close next week due to the public hoildays.
and that will be the week i need to chiong all my work. :[
borrowed 7books. as they can only let us borrow 7.
and i had a hard time carrying them back to hostel.
ordered wai mai with weiting.
then went for news writing class.
had the test today.
a little difficult. hope can pass.
then had the press conference. everyone had to ask one question at least.
then lessons end at 4pm.
then went back hostel bathe and order wai mai.
this time round ordered something new.
it's like kfc. one zinger burger, fries and ice coke.
it's been so long since i drank coke and ice!
and the fries was damn crispy! DELICIOUS!
i will eat very often i guess. heh.
then 6plus went for philosophy lessons.
watched a few video.
somehow today's philosophy lessons was like history lessons.
the video were somehow what we learnt in history.
or rather history, philosophy and literature are somehow interlinked.
almost all talking about the same few topics and persons.
tomorrow is supposed to be a happy day!
but we got make up lessons for next monday..
so tomorrow actually no lessons.
now got one full day of lessons. -.-
and the philosophy mock exams will be tomorrow then.
so last minute.. i haven't prepare anything.
lucily it's open book.
hope all will be fine.
saturday still gotta wake up early for a talk.
argh. there goes my sleeping time.
then sunday till monday going a place.
which i not sure where is it.
and i dunno what time i will be back on monday.
then will be the one week holiday.
from 1st may to 7th may! :]
but gotta rush homeworks.
the only happy thing about this holiday is that there is no lessons.
well.. at least one week break..
i'm glad already. (:

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
8:03 PM

lessons was boring boring.
had lunch at the school restaurant today with xinni.
ordered the same few dishes.
but the quantity today like lesser than those previous times we went.
so we got no problem in finishing all the foods.
heh. nice nice. and during labour day that week they still got open.
if outside too crowded still can stay back eat in the restaurant.
there is changes in the schedules of the outings again.
i'm so confused.
and tomorrow there is news writing test and the press conference.
think she's also merging two tutorials into one.
wonder what time will lessons end tomorrow.
and i got night class tomorrow too. long long day.
lastly..
wengweng i love you! (: (:

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
7:30 PM

history test...
well.. i'm gonna flunk it i guess..
byebye 20%..
but finally it was over.
after test played badminton.
finally i sweat. heh.
had a class meeting that just ended.
will have outings on this friday and saturday.
i'm so confused of the timing.
means no shopping? oh no.
then still got a trip for labour day that week.
still undecided.
history test over.
so now left essays and news writing test and the press conference before end of the week.
tired. think i should sleep earlier tonight. zzz.

`patriciaa~

Monday, April 23, 2007
7:01 PM

mugging for my history test still..
tomorrow is the day..
and a long long day too.
ends at around 7pm instead of 3pm?
sighs sighs.

`patriciaa~

Sunday, April 22, 2007
10:14 PM

i had been studying and studying the whole weekends.
and nothing gets in.
this kind of feeling sucks.
made me feel so unwell..
once again..
i got no confidence in the history test at all.
school again tomorrow.
how sucky life can gets. :x

`patriciaa~

Saturday, April 21, 2007
2:27 PM

didn't blog yesterday.
no mood and lazy. heh.
went to a place yesterday.
sell many many things.
too complicating till i didn't buy anything.
dunno what to buy. too many to choose from also.
but the shops there mostly close at 4pm.
so strange one. and the shopowners all tired till just sleep there one.
LOL. so ugly lah. lying around one.
today is saturday and i didn't go out.
cause my friend is sick.
every week got one friend in my room sick one.
next week will it be me?
choy choy. cannot sick next week.
cause after next week will be that one week holiday.
i wanna enjoy and need do work one.
heard that there will be a compulsory trip during that one week.
sians. i feedback that i don't want go.
now still compulsory. wtf.
and i think the trip will be damn bo liao. zzz.
tuesday history test.
i ought to study. but no mood.
and i don't understand any shit i studying. ahha.
i'm dead. hope i won't get zero.
i think it will be hard to pass.
sighs. 20% somemore.
and still got two essays to do.
thursday got news writing test and a fake press conference.
OMG. just kill me. this is too IRRITATING.
today is one year since i bought my nano.
today is my cousin's wedding which i can't attend.. it has been so long since a cousin gets married.
today is chloe's birthday. the girl which my mom babysits last time.
today is 45months since we belong together.
what a day. but all i can do is stay in hostel study and use net.
boring life.
GET WELL SOON, GIRL.
and i just installed internet explorer 7.
damn cool. ahhha.
hope my ie won't give me anymore problems.
and my optical mouse is spoilt.
i feel so lost without a computer mouse. haix.
I NEED A BREAK! CAN HISTORY TEST BE OPEN BOOK??!!
i'm gonna fail it. sighs sighs. :[

`patriciaa~

Thursday, April 19, 2007
9:12 PM

i'm tired..
basically of everything.
and this is something i learnt in philosophy lesson today.
"No way to happiness. Happiness is the way".

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, April 18, 2007
9:13 PM

okays. so many homeworks and tests coming up!
sianx. one happy thing is labour day is coming.
and here in china had one week holiday on labour day and their national day.
so next batch who come will enjoy that national day one week holidays while we enjoyed the labour day one.
after labour day that week holiday will have alot of homeworks to hand in.
and just next week i got two tests coming up. OMG lah.
suddenly so many things come rushing in.
and like two essays due next week.
i wonder this weekends got time to go out ma?
during contemporary lessons i fall asleep in class.
really asleep. not just lying on table. i really slept.
and the teacher is the one with no eye contact one. LOL.
she gave a new assignment today. OMG.
then as i said.. my msn can't voice.
skype damn unclear.. goggle talk also unclear.
so now using yahoo messenger.
well.. it was as clear as msn.. luckily.. hehs.
i can't live without talking with my family and weng. lol.
luckily all is fine now. hope nothing will go wrong.
and now my msn is live messenger.
it's damn not nice! i still prefer msn 7.5.
well.. so many homeworks and tests bombarding me.
STRESS sia. zzz.
and tomorrow still need act out an interview in news writing class.
wish me luck.
think i should sleep earlier tonight. so tiredd. :X

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
10:17 PM

okays. the weather is damn cold today.
and it had been raining and raining non stop today.
and so just nice today got two outings.
during history lessons went to the museum.
took many pictures but wont post up here cause of time limit.
i just reached hostel at 10pm!
total waste of my time.
especially internet time! FUCK!
then till around 4.30pm went off back to school
oh ya. i'm using my piggy umbrella today finally.
cause rain too heavy to share umbrella. heh.
i love that umbrella.
then ate hurriedly and went off again.
to watch that stage performance.
damn long la the show.
even though some parts funny.
but damn long. make it too boring already.
then more than 2hours three guys talking.
BORED! waste my time online.
and i dunno why my stupid msn can't voice.
and skype so not clear and easily got disconnected.
BAD DAY! :[

`patriciaa~

Monday, April 16, 2007
9:05 PM

had philosophy lessons in the morning.
first time i falling asleep in her class. LOL.
damn tired today.
then literature lessons. even worse. even more tiring.
during break.. as usual came back to use net.
back to literature tutorial.
he gave us all the homeworks we will be doing for lit.
ok lah. quite similar to last sem's modern literature.
presentation on those poets.. small test..
and a report on one of those four famous stories in China.
quite slack. hehs.
and today got no literature test!
waste my time studying lah!
should have save the time studing history.
still got an assignment due in end april.
then ordered wai mai again for dinner again.
same stuffs as yesterday. lol.
then went for self study.
was studying history and listening to ipod.. as usual.
i noticed i had always been studying history during self study session.
but nothing gets in my head.
i think i need tuition on history. LOL.

`patriciaa~

Sunday, April 15, 2007
8:04 PM

stayed in the hostel whole day today.
cause xinni and wanwan had cell in the afternoon.
and at 6.30pm we gotta go for a show.
so not really suitable to go out today.
was studying and online chatting all the way.
lunch and dinner i ate the same stuffs.
ordered wai mai. exactly the same food in both meals.
beef porridge, ham sandwich and milk tea.
nice lor! think the person also know us already.
called and just say what we want.
and they already can tell we from ZUCC which hostel. LOL!
eat too much till become famous le. ahhha.
then close to 6.30pm went for the show.
it was a singing competition.
only few of us went.
and it was raining when we went there.
the thunder and lightning damn strong lah.
so scary.
we were holding umbrella..
running and screaming real LOUD!
especially Xinni, she was damn agitated.. ran damn fast.
they really do save electricity here.
all their buildings don't on lights one.
even the stairs also dark dark one.
plus raining and thunder and lightning..
we like reached a haunted place like that.
lucky we came in three. imagine if alone. sure want to cry!
and we find the place for so long lah.
reached there no lights one.
the entrance dark dark de.
then inside like disco.
those lights. -.-
then the people sang awfully.
and they not paiseh one lor.
only Mavis sang the best.
she sang an jing.
got one china girl sang 'si le dou yao ai'.
OMG! she was like screaming lah.
we were all covering our ears. damn buey paisae one lor.
then after seeing the indian show by our friends,
we left the place.
cause it's wasting our time.
sit there stone.
and we were walking in the rain again.
damn scary.
what an experience.
alrights. i better study now.
tomorrow there is a literature test.
even though marks not counted...
but yar who knows.. i better try my best. :X
Weng is finally starting school tomorrow! :]

`patriciaa~

Saturday, April 14, 2007
7:45 PM

was in hostel the whole morning as usual.
while wanwan and xinni they all went for their korean class.
woke up at around 10am.
then was using net all the way.
around 1.30pm went out xinni.
wanwan still not really recovered yet.
so only both of us.
we took map and tried new places.
spent alot on cab today. cause went a few places.
and only two of us sharing the cab fares.
bought a new bag.. something similar to the one i bought last week.
then still bought anklet and bracelet.
the bag.. the person assumed is new one.
take come back the zip spoil.
so now it's like back to the old one.
the one i used the 'bua' way to unzip it. lol.
so decided to use this bag and kept the one i bought last week.
take back singapore then use.
since this zip spoil so use this first.
then walked to Auchan.
so this shopping mall was somewhere near Auchan.
means it was near my school.
but no one tell us about it.
then ate KFC there.
waited damn long for the seats.
the people here not only snatch cab..
they also snatch seats one. -.-
ANGRY!
and my uncle and cousin was at my house tonight.
my uncle came my house there to cut hair.
leaving my cousin at my house.
then i was talking to my mom.
and she asked my cousin talk to me.
she was like calling "JIEJIE.. JIEJIE".
DAMN CUTE LAH!
then my mom taught her to say things to me.
then she said "buy pretty shirts for me.."
lol. so cute. her voice was still so cute.
then after talking she cried.
think the comp scared her.
suddenly got my voice came out from the computer.
ahhha. alrites.. now i will need to lookout for my cousin's dress.
quite alot of kids' clothings here. heh.
iLOVEyou!!!~~ :]:]

`patriciaa~

Friday, April 13, 2007
9:01 PM

self study is cancelled today.
were told last night.
hehs. so today i slept till 9plus.. close to 10am.
finally enough sleep. or rather enought compared to other days.
basically was online chatting the whole morning.
till around 1.30pm close to 2pm went out.
with xinni only. cause wanwan was not feeling well.
she was sleeping the whole day.
i suggested taking bus.
cause it's a direct bus from our school.
and it's weekday. so not so packed on bus.
so we each 40cents sing and the journey was like 45mins.
were standing for the first 30mins. no seats.
till last 15mins then we get to sit down. -.-
went wu shan.
then reached there. ate mac.
i ate MC-chicken meal.
whole meal only costs $2.70 sing.
then went shopping at those shops and finally found those toys my brother wants.
bought quite a few for him.
and also bought purse for my mom and aunt.
then after that we walked to carrefour that building.
we used map and asked around for directions.
and finally found it.
today was like shopping in singapore.
cause inside there got breadtalk, carrefour, watsons, ajichiban.
anyways not much difference from singapore ones.
and i bought a bear bear keychain!
after walking which is like around 6.30pm.
then we decided to get back to school outside to eat.
in case the traffic gets heavy.
so we got back and ate at cha can ting.
the place where i ordered wai mai from.
but just that today is eat there.

`patriciaa~

Thursday, April 12, 2007
8:27 PM

the weather was damn hot today.
think close to 30degrees?
i wore short sleeve today like what i wore in singapore.
okay. i forgot to blog yesterday that lunch i went to eat restaurant with xinni.
just the both of us. cause the rest either busy or need chiong project.
so we both go eat alone. cause we too long never eat there liao.
got the craving already. haha.
three dishes. egg chicken and veggie.
each of us only $2 sing.
so one whole meal is like only $4 sing lah! damn cheap.
and i had been buying ice cream these few days.
the weather turning hot these few days.
then last night dunno why want sleep that time i feel like i got breathing difficulties.
had a hard time falling asleep. dunno what's happening.
slept quite early last night. but took quite long to fall asleep.
only xinni stayed up late last night.
then this morning she told me she last night 12am heard the 'drawer sound'..
which i heard a few weeks back too.
last time when i heard it i was also alone staying up. lol.
this was what happened a few weeks back to me.
i was alone staying up late that night.
then i went up to bed and wanted to go sleep.
all my roommates were asleep already.
then i heard from the bottom, which is our tables there, got drawer sound.
i kept comforting myself it's from those living upstairs.
but how would a normal person open and close drawer continuously so many times?
then few weeks back friends from other room also have this incident.
just that they heard typing sound instead of drawer sound.
also same incident. very near. like from bottom.
but everyone is already up on bed. LOL.
it's a mystery...
that i don't wish to know. ahhaha.
today had compo class in morning.
she gave us do a compo to do.
in the end say never mind don't do first.
prepare first. lol. so no compo homework this week.
then went Auchan with xinni.
as usual, buy hot chocolate then cabbed down.
we waited damn long for cab today.
almost wanted to walk! OMG.
i'm lazy to walk there la. so hot.
then we got a cab at first but kena stolen.
so got another one.
then halfway through that uncle stopped and fetched another passenger.
LOL. we were like.. can like that de meh? lol. -.-
then we alight shortly.
walked around those shops.
bought a new tee shirt.
think will be wearing here.
cause it's not really as precious as adidas.
adidas i sure will bring back then wear one!
brand new come back.
then go shop at Auchan.
bought many daily stuffs then went eat.
after eating still got time so cabbed back to hostel put stuffs first.
many many bags to put down.
then went back for lessons.
had the presentation.
my group did abit out of theme actually.
but guess all was fine in the end. :]
given a new homework AGAIN.
presented on next thursday.
on an interview.
we have to act the interview out.
sounds fun. :D
then after lessons went play badminton with xinni, jean and qianyin.
halfway through i also went jogging with xinni.
we jogged and chat at the same time.
so can imagine how tiring.
hope won't get muscle ache tonight.
then went back hostel actually wan eat cup noodles one.
but wai mai tempted me again.
so i ordered wai mai AGAIN!
but this time i ordered pork floss ham sandwich set.
forgot only 10yuan then they got deliver.
then this meal costs only 9yuan.
so add on fries. damn not worth la this meal.
i ordered pork floss HAM sandwich but when it came is pork floss sandwich.
where is the ham?! and the difference is 3yuan la.
cheat my money. baa. :X
then after that went for philosophy lessons.
the lesson was relaxing.
we only chatted and discussed.
then lessons end and i'm back.
hope i didn't miss anything out to blog.

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
8:12 PM

went to bed early shortly after 11pm when net was off.
but can't get to sleep. kena disturbed.
cause of some reasons that i shan't elaborate further.
so i was still tired today. -.-
lack of sleep.
today during contemporary china lesson change teacher.
this teacher will be with us for a few weeks.
cause now teaching another topic.
and this teacher damn funny.
during lecture when she talks she don't look at students one.
she looked into the empty space and talked throughout the lesson.
as if we were all seated on top.
she should go for Danny Yeo's lessons.
SHOULD HAVE EYE CONTACT WITH YOUR AUDIENCE!
lol. damn funny. the moment i look at her i want laugh la.
she like talking to nobody like that.
but during tutorial was better.
she sat among us and we discuss.
this was when she looked at us.
but overall her lessons was quite slack too.
and this module got no exam. i'm glad. :]

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
8:10 PM

yesterday night net off at 11pm.
back to those old days.
that have to countdown to the time and faster finish those last words. LOL.
but it might be a good thing too.
if the net is still on i won't feel like sleeping. heh.
rushed through the composition last night.
till around 12.30am.
then damn tired this morning lah. -.-
as usual.. falling asleep in history class.
today during news writing lessons was given a new homework again.
group presentation again. presenting on thursday.
then my group mates are Jean and Xinni.
then after class today at 3pm we rushed back to finish it up.
oh ya today history lessons both classes merged again.
but he end on time this time.
then used the whole afternoon to discuss and finish on the powerpoint presentation.
finally done!
got a great sense of achievement!
feeling much more relax tonight as i cleared my works already. (:
shall sleep early tonight.
no more sleeping in class.. i hope. :]

`patriciaa~

Monday, April 09, 2007
9:56 PM

didn't blog yesterday cause nothing to blog actually.
stayed at the hostel whole day.
using net. and trying to do work.
and no inspiration came at all.
then today..
was quite tired.
quite late then sleep these few nights.
falling asleep in lessons today. LOL.
and during literature the teacher say will give a test on next monday.
then we were all like OMG!!
then teacher say no marks one. only try try let us see only.
then we were all like.. heng ah!
lol. we were all so practical.
then ordered wai mai for dinner again tonight.
try the fish porridge set.
together with milk tea and ham sandwich.
only $2 sing and still send to hostel here.
LOL. nice! :]
then at night went for self study.
reached there then know can don't go.
so many people went lah.
many people left after knowing no self study.
left only me, xinni, huey tyng, wuqi.
xinni asked me, " you wanna stay ma?"
i say, " yar guess so. if not i go back will use comp leh. think just stay ba."
xinni says," ya i also think so. stay and let u finish your compo ba."
LOL. ya so we stayed and i almost finished my compo.
left one last paragraph i came back hostel finish up already.
okays so now left with copying it down in papers.
i will try to sleep earlier tonight. lol. tiredd.
I LOVE YOU! :] :]

`patriciaa~

Saturday, April 07, 2007
10:33 PM

the temperature was quite warm today.
nice weather with a little hot sun.
but still as cooling.
damn boring today.
stayed in hostel.. trying to do my poem and composition.
but i can't write a single shit out. -.-
then we went out at close to 4pm.
went booku bookstore.
it was something like borders or kino.
left the place at 6plus.
cause i'm hungry till i had gastric. :X
so we quickly cabbed down to another place to eat.
cause nearby the bookstore nothing to eat.
then reached the place.
and we noticed it was the same place we went shopping yesterday.
just that different road names!
wanted to eat pizza hut.
but long queue. need wait 30mins.
but my tummy can't tahan already.
so we went KFC eat instead.
and i finally tried the popcorn chicken here.
the meat is softer compared to singapore one.

my KFC meal.
afterwhich we went shopping at a store which we never go in yesterday.
there got many branded sports store!
my favourites!
as i mentioned the branded stuffs are much more expensive than singapore ones.
but then today we went in a factory outlet and the adidas there is damn cheap!
i bought a adidas jacket and handbag.
total only $50sing dollars.
the jacket at $30 sing and the handbag at $20 sing.
OMG lah. first time see adidas so cheap here.
and it's real stuffs.
so shopped there quite long.
close to 10pm then reached hostel.
the $30 jacket.


the $20 bag.


and this is the handbag i bought yesterday.
used it today when i went out.
anyways it costs $6sing.
i'm tired of everything.
how i wish i could just let go.....
I MISS YOU!

`patriciaa~

Friday, April 06, 2007
7:54 PM

today is GOOD FRIDAY in singapore.
and down here no holidays.
had self study session.
went class sign attendance then went library to do research and study.
didn't find any research for my history.
don't really know how to use the resources in the library.
so study instead.
but i could hardly concentrate. LOL. was like wasting my time there lah.
then till 11am we went off.
went back hostel to prepare and went shopping at mingzhu and gonglian.
cabbed down. while on cab was listening to radio.
then there was this DJ and a person who called in.
the DJ was damn rude lah.
scolded the person who called in.
and talked in such a rude manner ON AIR!
i think singapore's DJ better.
their DJ like so weird.
then quite fast reached there already.
walked alot. so tired. rest so many times.
and this is what i ate for lunch today.


buns. nice!


pig blood soup. so long since i ate this!
singapore like don't have already.
then their shops don't have changing room one.
then saw one auntie want buy a jeans.
then she just took off her pants and try!
OMG LA!
so open!
then got go eat mac chocolate sundae too.
it's $1.10 sing here.
cheaper by 40cents compared to singapore one.
then today saw many incidents of the shopping trend here.
so i have more or less learn how to bargain already.
bought a handbag today.
bargained with the uncle.
he refused to cut so i went off.
then he called me back again. LOL.
then gave me the price i want.
then shop till around 6.30pm went eat mac.
ordered fillet meal and nuggets.
the meal here are half price compared to singapore ones.
and singapore nuggets are 6pieces for $3.
here 5pieces for $1.20.
so damn cheap!


the food tastes the same.
nothing different.
then left the place at 7pm.
tired!
and DAMN NO MOOD!
i hate myself!

`patriciaa~

Thursday, April 05, 2007
8:19 PM

had compo class in the morning.
quite relaxing.
but she gave us a comp to do.
yar so now i got two compositions to do. OMG.
but compositions better than other works.
i just need inspiration to come to me.
faster faster come!
then got 4hours break.
went Auchan with xinni.
supposed to play table tennis.
but we went out quite late.
and still went to buy hot choco to drink.
or rather it's cold choco as xinni say wrong stuffs.
and she regretted. LOL.
so she promised me next time go buy she will just shut up. lol.
then we cabbed down there.
went shopping around.
i bought many stuffs.
a jacket, a shirt together with an outer jacket.
spent like $3oplus sing.
actually still want buy a watch.
but the watch not working one.
and no new one.
and no new battery one.
so strange one.
and she still put it back after i don't want.
means she still going to sell it lah.
after that wanted to go eat.
but there full house, long queue.
so went eat KFC instead.
i ate zinger meal.
they got no chilli sauce one.
only tomato ketchup.
ate already cabbed back school.
was still quite early.
so reached class and wait.
then news writing lessons.
had group presentation on the ngee ann newspapers thing.
quite cool. i think the teacher is damn nice today.
then go see the badminton court available notx.
but there is lessons going on.
so we can't play.
come back use net instead.
ordered wai mai for dinner.
ate char siew rice.
okays. that's all for today.
tomorrow onwards slack slack.
weekends again!
100 more days!
reaching two digits soon! :]

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, April 04, 2007
9:57 PM

okays. overall.. today is a very happy day for me!
slack slack lessons today.
watched video.
at night had philosophy lessons watch 墨攻.
lessons supposed to end at 8pm.
but we all watched finish then leave.
so close to 9pm then leave class.
so tomorrow no night lessons. LOL.
and today weng finally sms me!
i thought he send wrong at the first place.
can't believe he will still sms me to ask how i am.
i'm sooooo contented already. :]
it's been one week since we last contacted.
and it's been one week since he left.
and finally my blogskin was done.
thanks to Enqing BOY!
noticed i had only one EMO picture.
will take more! it's useful when you are feeling down.
actually the picture i want put chinese words one.
but he say put english got more FEEL. LOL.
so it's become like that.
i'm thankful anyway.
then after school quickly rush back hostel to use net.
my aunt came my house tonight.
she's been waiting for me to online.
she waited an hour. LOL.
then talked alot with her.
been so long since we last talked.
then i also miss her laughter. ahha.
and she said the speaker damn clear.
she will buy one install at home too.
then i can talked to ah ma already! :]
i miss her!
hope she really will go buy and install.
and today we got the school newspapers.
then got one page is written by us, the singapore students.
then don't know why i got a few pics inside without me knowing!
and here is one.
my parents are now famous. LOL.
thought my friend last time take pics from my lappy only will take those scenery photos.
but didn't know she took this picture!
my mom told me to bring back the newspaper.
of course i will. LOL.
glad that you are fine.
glad that you are doing well.
glad that you still remember me.
i'm contented already. (:
有一种目光总在分手时,
才看见是"眷恋".
有一种心情总在离别后,
才明白是失落.
挥手告别的刹那,
我的眼泪并非"索然无味",
有点不舍,有点期待,
有股冲动加点遗憾.
家人的爱,
朋友的关心,
还有他的影子..

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
9:54 PM

nothing much special to blog today.
as usual.. falling asleep in history class.
bought an entertainment newspaper today.
the front page was 5566.
so it attracted me to buy that.
tried the 心里测验 inside.
very very true.
first time it's so true for me.
well..
i miss you.
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

`patriciaa~

Monday, April 02, 2007
8:52 PM

the temperature was cold again.
think will be that cold for the whole week.
how sian. have to wear those thick thick clothes.
had philosophy lessons early in the morning.
she played Jay Chou's concert.
last time she played Rain's MTV.
she's a good teacher.
she knows what we like.
LOL. should learn from her and be a good teacher next time. (:
then she changed thurs night class to wednesday.
both classes had lessons together as she had something on.
means thurs short day!
and wednesday she says letting us watch movie,墨攻.
a movie showed last year.
but i didn't watch it cause it don't look interesting.
but she says it has something to do with philosophy.
anyways can slack slack watch movie.
what a nice teacher. (:
means the homework had to be pass up on wed instead of thurs.
i'm so dead. i haven't start at all. hehs.
and tonight got no self study session.
so i'm back in hostel quite early.
then literature lessons.
same old method of teaching.
then he gave us a homework too.
write a poem or compo on 思念.
and it should be able to 感动 him.
i think this compo should be quite easy to me.
cause it's been what i had been feeling these days.
and making me so terrible.
imissyouso.
how i wish i could lose my memory and forget about you completely.

`patriciaa~

Sunday, April 01, 2007
8:50 PM

HOME SWEET HOME.
i'm finally back.
so tiring.
woke up damn early in the morning.
7am assemble.
but the bus was late.
then first stop was zhouzhuang.
took many photos there.
me and xinni.
qianyin, weiting, me, jean and xinni.

after that hurried to shanghai.
meals were not bad.
ate at different restaurants.
like eat wedding dinner like that.
we don't need order and don't need pay.
the food came and we jus eat.
and always so many dishes.
but the schedule abit cramp.
rush here and there.


Shanghai view. xinni insists i took myself when she did'nt do so.


then i enjoyed shanghai the most.
at night went for cruise and enjoyed the night scenery.
then went a tower famous there.
it's 267M tall lah.
then from there see shanghai like toy structure like that. LOL.
then went back hotel sleep.
shared a room with xinni.
and there is tv in the room!
been so long since we watched tv lah!
then we watched a show.
till around 2am.
then we chit chat and slowly fall asleep.
chat about many things.
then slept at around 3am i guess.
then woke up at 6.30am.
damn tiring lah.
then ate breakfast at the restaurant and off to suzhou.
these few trips had been quite boring.
educational trips.
no shopping. damn boring!
then also went to silk factory.
see how they produce silk.
but i didn't buy anything from there.
cause there is nothing i fancy on.
all silk. not my type.
then all the way back to hangzhou had karaoke session on the bus.
LOL. then reached hostel at around 7pm.
the sky is completely dark already.
somehow i don't really enjoy myself today.
cause i'm missing you. :[


我会好好的
花还香香的
时间一直去
回忆真美丽
我是想着你
一直想着你
你在我心底
变成了秘密
不要说你爱我你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难受
我要你默默走不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由
到现在还是深深的深深的爱着你
是爱情的友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
要给你远方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的..
still missing you, loving you.

`patriciaa~