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Friday, September 29, 2006
10:59 PM

well.. havent been blogging for quite some time.
cause nothing interesting. nothing special.
it's always been the same routine.
yar. so it would be boring to blog. haha.
i have been watching 'my girl' every night.
well... each epsiode was so long.
but i'm already halfway through.
should be finishing quite soon heh.
and also recently had been cooking my own dinner.
hmm.. or should i say.. my mommy prepared the ingredients while i cooked?
LOL. cause i had been home quite late..
and i dont want to trouble daddy to cook for me..
and since i know how to on gas already,
i should cook myself.
it's quite easy actually. :]
went to expo today.
for a children's day programme.
cause there is baby looney tunes there.
was hoping to take pictures with baby taz.
but the mascots only have lola bunny, bugs bunny, tweety bird and daffy duck.
well.. no TAZ. how sad.
so could only walked around and took its pictures from the posters instead.
sighs.
then after which go for tuition.
as usual, doing revision.
exams coming!! poor kids.
gave them children's day present today.
hope they liked it!
sunday and monday no tuition.
children's day break! hehe. (:
dear will be going to be balloon sculpturer again..
on saturday and sunday night.
for children's day party.
well... i do have my own programme too! ;p
i mean with my family. LOL.
time flies. another two weeks school gonna start.
argh. hate it.
soon.. it will be the third year...
my greatest fear. :[
awww... i miss sharon and lian lian..
they seemed so busy with their attachment and dint contact me much.
and i missed so many other of my friends too. ):

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, September 27, 2006
12:44 AM

argh. damn fucked up.
TRUST.
it's all about trust.
be it my problem..
or qing's problem...
well.. all i want to say is...
I'M SORRY. ):

`patriciaa~

Sunday, September 24, 2006
11:14 PM

yet to recover from flu..
my nose is still blocked.
it's so damn irritating. rawr.
bought the children's day gifts yesterday..
it's a kind of keychain with their names on it.
just nice. all the 4 kids' names were available.
yea and my bro's too.
got one for him too. LOL.
and i think he liked it. :]
he hung it on his pencil case. ahha.
had hougang tuition today.
well.. gave them the presents towards the end of lesson today...
if not they would get restless again.
they were so tired today during tuition.
last night slept late again.
next sunday.. children's day... no tuition.
i gave them, and myself a break.
everyone around me seems to be either busy or leaving.
well... i miss them all.
i miss those days. ):

`patriciaa~

Saturday, September 23, 2006
11:55 AM

i think i am sick again.
flu.. sore throat... and i can feel fever is coming up next.
LOL.
but i still gotta go out today.
cause i have to buy children's day present for my tuition kids.
well.. i still dunno wat to buy for them.
dunno wat they like.
hmm.. hope they will like anything i picked for them bah. :]

`patriciaa~

Thursday, September 21, 2006
11:59 PM

well...
i'm so confused abt the job tingy now.
argh! :[

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, September 20, 2006
10:59 PM

finally finished the 'diao man gong zhu' dvd.
33 episodes. yea and i watched damn long.
because i only watch at night.
and each nite only 2episodes..
or the most 3.. which is quite seldom.
it was a happy ending.
hehs. nice show. :]
will start on 'my girl' soon.
but that only 16 episodes.
should be able to watch finish it very soon.. i hope :\
LOL.
i am completely drained out. so tiredd. :x

`patriciaa~

Monday, September 18, 2006
10:13 PM

i had been sneezing non stop today.
well.. i dunno wat happened.
duno where i got this flu..
cos everyone around me was fine.
hmm.. mayb cos i had been slping too late bah.
and i had passed this flu to wengweng too.
LOL. sorry boy. :]
my uncle smsed me today.
he told me abt the promo singtel is having.
sign the student plan and can buy nokia 6280 at $99.
it was a gd bargain as it was a 3G phone.
but that promo only till 22nd sept.
when my contract is due 27th oct.
oh darn. just by that one mth.
well.. actually i oso wan change to student plan de lor.
jus nice got this deal.
but mayb its not fated bah.
ohmy. nokia 6280 is nicee.
well... i can only wait and see wats up nxt month. :[
hope there would be a better bargain then.
sighs.

`patriciaa~

Saturday, September 16, 2006
10:14 PM

saturday night.
and i'm at home.
well.. good girl heh.
it was so boring at home.
and it had been a long time since i was home so early. LOL.
cos wengweng had dinner wit his family.
it was his big bro's bday.
well.. and he requested not to meet after dinner.
yea so i was home.
no mood to go out without wengweng.
actually wanna go bugis after dinner.
but... i was getting lazier as time drags.
and all shops would be closed by then.
so decided to stay hm in the end.
it's has been a year.
the very first and ever time i met dear's parents was last year?
during his big bro's 21st bday party.
yea not only saw his parents.. but relatives too. haha.
how time flies.
it has been a year since i last saw his parents.
and also it has been a year that i first met his parents. LOL.
well... i can watch dvd again tonite.
cos no tuition tmr morning.
no more waking up early on sunday mornings.
i'm glad. (:
and dunno wats wrong wit the dvd.
the 21st episode cant watch..
jumped straight to 22nd.
and i tink i missed alot of nice tings in that 21st one.
oh well.. dere's nth i can do though.
jus gotta continue watching and imagine wat happen previously.
and i took a damn slow bus todae.
it was single deck.
i tot it would be damn fast.
but nv tot that the speed the driver drove was jus lyk my walking speed.
it spent an hour plus stil at the east of singapore.
well well....
so i ended late meeting my parents,
when i tot i could be earli. =\

`patriciaa~

Friday, September 15, 2006
10:54 PM

saw the MMI booth at bishan interchange today.
wow. nightmare.
not only did i saw the booth, saw that steven washing powder too.
ohmy. it's really a bad nightmare.
results were out today.
well.. wat can i say.
as usual, no As.
i tot i could gt A for cont lang or global.
but...
my results are all in B, C+ or C.
hmm.. tink i gotta wrk harder sia.
my gpa haven gt more than 3 before. -.-
time table was out too.
that was fast.
friday no sch. monday short day.
other than that, other days sucks.
wonder will there still be changes..
or i'm really stuck in this time table already.
when sch starting, we will know. LOL.

`patriciaa~

Thursday, September 14, 2006
10:51 PM

was travelling around the north today.
hmm... northpoint.. causeway point...
Lot one... bukit panjang plaza..
well.. that's wat concession is for. LOL.
results out tmr.
wish me luck.
and of course gd luck to all. (:
the cramps are killing me..
ahhhh........... :[

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, September 13, 2006
11:32 PM

went swimming at jurong today.
well... it was not as fun as before already.
i dunno why.
maybe because i'm sick of that place le bah. LOL.
it was no longer 'fresh' as before.
and today at that swimming complex was quite malu..
quite a few incidents happen.
well.. shall not blogged abt it. haha.
hmm.. xianlong asked me again abt tt ice cream job.
and said wrk 3hrs of this can earn as much as 10hrs wrking outside.
well.. knw him for so long..
of course i trusted him...
but im scared that the job will be damn tough.
as it's door to door selling ice cream..
tink he need alot ppl wrk too.
cos he said tmr nt enuf ppl tts y nv start. LOL.
and he need around 10 more ppl or sth?
i wonder who he had found.
hmm.. i might consider this job.
i dun mind since it's just 3hrs. LOL.
see he still got sms me ma lo. hah.
clifford asked me to support him for a competition tis fri.
but.. gt tuition... and its at a pub..
well.. i can rush over after tuition.
but if it's at other places, i would go..
but it's at a pub.. well.. the smell there..
i would be DEAD after i got home.
well... hope he understands and hope he dun mind la.
i can give him moral support instead. heh.

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, September 12, 2006
11:06 PM

my boy is driving me crazy.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
and blogskin changed again. heh.
my life is in a mess. -.-

`patriciaa~

Sunday, September 10, 2006
11:00 PM

wow. it had been days since i blogged heh.
hmm.. thursday..
i cant rmb wat i did on thursday.
only rmb havin tuition at nite to replace fri as there is bbq on fri.
den after tuition went bishan library.
blah blah..
friday..
had our class bbq at pasir ris park.
well... it was fun.. full of laughter and lame jokes..
nice food too. heh. :]
saturday..
well.. i dun rmb..
only rmb goin marina square.
and suntec was closed cos of that world bank tingy.
the rest i dun rmb.
my memory is really getting bad. -.-
den today.
went to the sengkang tuition.
it was my last lesson.
i quitted it.. even though mommy dun approve me doing so.
oh well.. i dunno if she is still angry..
but i always do tings by the 'follow my heart way',
and my heart told me to quit.
it was really stressful as i dunno how to teach pre sch kids.
i can only teach pri sch kids yea.
i told the mother that.
and oso if need me help intro ppl i can help her find too.
well.. i tink tts the least i cld do.
i'm really sorry to giv such short notice as i really cnt tk it.
now i can finally slp more on sunday mornings. heh.
and after i quit that tuition, i felt more carefree. (:
den hougang tuition.
played a memory game.
and i lost badly to the kids.
my memory is really damn bad. LOL.
hope to hav a nice afternoon tmr. =p

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, September 06, 2006
11:18 PM

went to great world again..
but this time round was to the arcade dere.
and was with my siblings and dear. (:
chiong all those games that can earn tickets.
well.. in total we gt 643 tickets.
yea quite alot heh.
tts the first time i won so many tickets in arcade.
but of course, we spent quite alot too.
and 250tickets was from my sister, whom played a game and earn those.
and that game only costs like 95cents.
she was damn lucky lah.
that game need alot of strength.
wow. power power.
and in the end exchanged it for toys, biscuits and sweets.
yea but one of the biscuits was spoilt and stinks so we went back to exchange.
and got another toy back. LOL.
so bad heh. we even argued with the workers dere and asked dem to eat it up.
in the end we got back a toy in exchange for the spoilt biscuits. LOL.
well.. kinda dumb. but fun day heh.
and i tink i cnt gt my baby taz liao.
it's so hard to catch.
*sighs.

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, September 05, 2006
10:45 PM

to the FUCKING BITCH who spolit my day and lets hope she sees this:
if you are afraid that the whole world know abt u going ard borrowing money from others, and that if you really so scare paisae,
then pls do everyone a favour: pay up!!!!!
i had already been giving in.
dragging and dragging the deadline.
it's a huge sum of money..
and u had borrowed it for 1 yr 4mths.
how ridiculous heh.
u cnt even gt that money back after one year, which u said u will..
always giving all sort of excuses.
pls lor.. ur excuses sucks.
i wonder wat u do to the money lah.
dun ever try to be funny.
cause u wont be able to fight wit me.
if u want to play, i'm on.
and the game has just started.
but jus a gentle reminder: dun play with the FIRE.
and u asked me to go ard spreading..
tts why all these are on my blog now.
but im kind enuf that i dint mention who u are.
jus u knw who u are will do.
and u better return the money soon..
if nt dun blame me for wat im gonna do..
happy 30mth to dear!
went for movies today at great world.
watched barnyard. quite a funny show.
but i still think click is number one.
hehs. other than tt bitch, i had a fine day.
and peeps.. pls dun ask abt wat happen abt tt bitch.
i will only tell ppl whom i wished to tell.
thanks. :]

`patriciaa~

Monday, September 04, 2006
11:52 PM

well well...
still struggling wit my blogskin.
hmm.. the pics arrangement is done.
just that the positioning is wrong.
argh! how long more do i have to wait to gt it done?!
had bishan tuition todae.
well.. they gave me a teachers' day present!!! :]
ohmy! that's my first time ever receiving a teachers' day present.
it was a pink mug/bottle with the words
" YOU ARE A VERY SPECIAL PERSON IN OUR LIFE. THANK YOU TEACHER!" on it.
wow. sounds cool hehs.
jus nice. it's the type of bottle i use for drinking fruit juice every nite.
how sweet heh?
but the hougang tuition dint giv any present.
but they had their own ways of being sweet:
they would always save one piece of cake for me during their bdays.
LOL.
my students are so SWEET! hehs. (:
but i'm still struggling wit that k2 kid.
mummy says i still need to be more patient.
she insists that i continue tutoring that kid.
well well...
right now i'm worried abt dear's money. hmm hmm..
seems hard to get back. argh.
anybody can help?? i need some advice. *sighs
at least teach me wat to do to help him gt his moni back!
and tmr is the 5th.
hehes. 2yrs 6mths... :]

`patriciaa~

Sunday, September 03, 2006
11:32 PM

hmm.. talk about saturday first.
bishan community library opens.
brought my bro dere tgt with dear.
it was so damn crowded.
it was the first time i see a library so crowded wit ppl.
was as if a shopping mall havin great sales. LOL.
especially the queue to borrow bks. wah lau. damn long.
queue for like 20mins?
luckily dere are quite a few stations to borrow bks. :]
as it was the first day, there are performance and activities goin on in the library for the kids.
so first, we went to a magic performance.
quite bored. so went off.
after lunch, went back for the balloon sculpturing prog.
well.. was tinking mayb we can gt a mickey mouse or my fave Taz.
but after queuing for 1hour plus, we were told to request for sth simple.
wtf lor. damn pissed.
waited 1hour plus and just gt a simple machine gun,
which dear oso can make.
all thanks to the two patient guys lah.
whom dont mind queuing.
and ended up getting nth and jus a stupid gun. -.-
but overall the facilites dere damn gd.
all new tings. even books oso damn new.
we are the first users of the books we borrowed. LOL (:
after that went out wit dear.
hanging around at IMM and jurong entertainment centre.
watched ppl play time crisis 4.
yea. tts one of our favourite hobbies. :]
den tuition today at sengkang totally sucks.
was so pissed off by that k2 kid.
that caused me to raise my voice quite abit.
sorry if i scare you. :[
he had a hard time counting '4+6',
he would always end up giving me 2 or 6 as answer.
argh. and he read 'M' as 'W'.
well.. almost burst into tears.
this kid is really hard to teach.
i was wondering wats in his brain.
he go for school ok.. even if it's just kindergarten.
cnt be that bad bah.
i got no experience in teaching kindergarten kids.
was tinking mayb i shd quit soon.
cnt tahan. i'm feeling so damn stress over him.
aww.
then hougang tuition was ok.
we did nt much hwk.
only gave the p3 kid a chinese compo to do.
and the p4 kid a science exercise.
well.. relaxing day for them.
afterwhich, we played scrabble and boogle.
wat a slacking tuition lesson todae. :]
after all these went kovan to have dinner and walk walk.
and this end my weekends.
think will be changing my blogskin tmr.
hehs. finally!
and tues most prb will go watch barnyard! hehe!
and dear promised to get me my baby Taz REAL SOON!
woooohoooo...
wow. wat a long post! :x

`patriciaa~

Saturday, September 02, 2006
10:58 AM

well..
bishan library opens today.
i will go have a look. LOL.
and cavana chicken rice had student meal too!
nice! :]

`patriciaa~