PATRICIA. WHERE IS THE LOVE THAT ONCE SHINED SO BRIGHT?

BE MY LISTENER-

Wednesday, February 28, 2007
11:51 PM

27th Feb 07

met 12.30pm at toa payoh.

all was late except me and weng. LOL.

after Lin, Gary and Douglas reached, we went LJS to eat lunch.

while eating ming and nix joined us.

then all went kbox there.

had fun! thanks to all for coming.

special thanks to Lin for organising.

or rather organising so many many gatherings for me.

thanks sister! :]:]

and thanks to all for the small notes and presents.

darn funny the way they one by one go in toilet.

thanks for the surprise and the nice presents.

especially the necklace. love it alot!

the boys are finally singing. :]

Nix and Lin

Lin and me. 12years of friendship and still counting. :]:]

then went down to Raffles place to meet huilian, zhen and sharon.

ate at lau pau sat.

waited darn long this time.

and food not really good. dunno why.

after eating sat down near the river to chit chat a bit.

then decided to go back huilian's house.

went huilian's house ton.

my mom finally allowed.

this is my first time ever ton-ing with them.

but we din't take photos.

funny huh? LOL.

cause after bathing then notice din't take photos.

but we are all in our pryjamas already. :p

they gave me a surprise after i bathe.

they showed me a powerpoint of all of us over the years.

nice powerpoint done. thanks for the effort and SURPRISE.

really surprise cause i din't thought of that.

they bought me a Baby Taz pillow too.

heh. but think i will leave it at home...

together with the bear pillow mayday gave on my birthday.

in case i dirtied it in China.

and sharon even made me a 'diary'..

adapted from her diaries over the years.

all the parts about me.

indeed memorable.

thanks darlings for everything!

only took this pic. of our hp and the accessory.

28th feb 2007

went back school in the afternoon.

actually should reach at 8.30am for the singing practice.

but last night slept at 5am.

and this morning woke up at 10am to go home change first.

i only slept 5hours.

so only go the practice around 1pm.

heh. luckily teacher never say anything.

we had to perform out. and given comments.

watched the other performances too.

drama.. indian dance. heh.

anyways this performance will be held in a few months time.

so i guess should be around the time when we leaving China then perform?

quite alot of time to practise. no worries. :]

met weng after that.

it had been raining and raining all day long.

supposed to watch norbit.

but i no mood watch.

so went ps walk a while and went tiong bahru to eat.

wengweng coughed till so jialat still eat chicken chop.

now coughing like mad liao.

get well soon boy.

i won't be around tomorrow night.

do take care of yourself for the 5months.

tomorrow night will be leaving.

take care.... all my friends.

i will see you all in 5months time.

guess my next entry will be in China?

i'm so not looking forward to this trip. :X

GOODBYE MY LOVE.

`patriciaa~

Monday, February 26, 2007
11:35 PM

i will be off darn soon.

finally packed my luggage.

more or less ready.

tomorrow will be a happy and busy day.

afternoon secondary school friends gathering planned just for me.

thanks to Lin for planning again.

but she refused to tell me who's going. =X

then at night meeting 4inlove, planned just for me too.

and then go huilian's house ton.

wednesday got a last briefing on the China trip.

sians.

will update again when i'm back! :]

`patriciaa~

Saturday, February 24, 2007
11:56 PM

okays i will be off darn soon.

had my last tuition at hougang today.

will see them in 5months time.

met weng in the afternoon.

he was still sick.

poor boy.

please get well soon.

just these few days to spend with you.

went marina square and suntec.

after which went tiong bahru market to eat.

then went tiong bahru plaza to find my Taz slippers.

but can't find it still.

maybe will try again tomorrow.

after which took bus to west coast park.

this time round with yellow and green lightsticks.

the green one was nice. :]

spent a few hours there.

played with swing, see saw, whatever and whatever.

then went back bukit merah to take 153 home.

it was really shocking when i board the bus.

the bus was so nice and comfortable.

feel as if at home.

the seats were all sofas.. cushioned.

with the TV mobile around.

it's really like at home watching tv.

okay i admit i'm sua ku.

this is the first time i saw such bus.
so took some pictures.

today is my last saturday in singapore.

the next one will be 5months later.

i will be leaving very very soon. :[

`patriciaa~

Friday, February 23, 2007
9:53 PM

went to take my two injections today.

one is flu vaccination, the other is against contaminated water and food.

went to polyclinic to take those jabs.

thanks to yixin and serene who accompany me go.

if not i will get bored to death while waiting.

the nurse was darn friendly.

she was joking with me all the way.

before taking those jabs, she told me: "after taking those jabs within three months cannot get pregnant hor. so you go china must behave arh."

LOL. then she told me those jabs will only have effects after two weeks.

i should go take those jabs last week.

so that when i go china can take effect.

to those going in september:

if you're going to take jabs take it two weeks before you leave.

the jabs.. one on my right hand the other on left.

the right hand one was okay.

the left one was QUITE painful.

and once injected my hand darn numb.

until now my left hand is still numb lah.

just now tuition at bishan.

was given hongbao!

one for my sister, brother and me.

the other one was for my trip.

to wish me a smooth journey.

my aunt also came today.

for the same purpose.

but her hongbao was 60bucks!

so much. thanks to all. :]

tomorrow will be the last lesson for the hougang tuition.

OMG. i will be off darn soon.

tomorrow is my last saturday.

the feeling is.. darn sucky.

my poor boy is sick. get well soon weng.

you promised to spend the last weekends with me.

`patriciaa~

Thursday, February 22, 2007
11:12 PM

signed the bond today.

well well.. i feel there is a big burden on me now.

i must cherish my life. i must work hard for the bond.

LOL. finally all was done.

went to buy many things today too.

electric plugs.. toiletries.. locks..

i don't know what else did i missed out.

these few days including CNY were really really busy.

think will go for vaccination tomorrow.

hope the jab won't be too scary.

i'm QUITE SCARED of injections okays.

so many things to do.

and one week later..

i will be at airport.

flying off...... :[

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, February 21, 2007
10:23 PM

went for check up at Raffles hospital today.

well.. did many many tests.

Xray was fun. LOL.

measured height and weight too.

and i'm 2cm shorter! SAD! :X

after check up met mommy and my cousins at bugis.

we WALKED to suntec.

darn far lah. they still suggest to walk.

then bought my luggage at carrefour.

it came in three. three different sizes of luggage.

total only 40bucks. LOL.

three luggages at 40bucks.

i don't care about quality.

just last me for that 5months can already. :]

after that we ate swensens there.

yumyum. so full lah.

then went home a while and headed to POSB.

to settle my bank stuffs in China.

use my account to get a master gold debit card i think.

it was a nice nice card. with my name on it. :]

each time withdraw 5bucks fees needed.

but at least when they send money over don't need fees.

and i don't need to maintain 2000bucks in my account as compared to the banks i asked.

so i chose this way.

if there is other nice ways i will switch.

but now temporarily this.

then after that went Best to buy microphones.

bought quite expensive ones.

cause my mom insists on getting good quality ones.

those noise reduction kind.

and it looks darn high class. ahha.

but after i bought everything and went home,

i noticed i forgot about the power plugs.

will get it soon.

so now left with packing clothes and i will be more or less ready.

tomorrow going to sign the bond.

so many many procedures.

wish me luck.

this weekends will be my last weekend in singapore.

the next one will be after 5months.

sighs. :[

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, February 20, 2007
10:37 PM

okays.
i'm finally back after so many days of fun and gatherings. :D
i'm lazy to blog.
some pictures.
enjoy. :]

MY CUTE CUTE ETHAN! :]

HAD A HARD TIME TAKING PHOTO WITH HIM.

ISN'T HE CUTEE?

BAI NIAN :]

`patriciaa~

Sunday, February 18, 2007
12:14 AM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

MAY ALL GET MANY MANY HONGBAOS!

*oink oink* :]

`patriciaa~

Thursday, February 15, 2007
11:06 PM

the path of light

my DUMDUM <3

lightsticks. :]:]

blue VS red

14th Feb 2007- OUR THIRD VALENTINE'S DAY :]:]

weng made egg mayo bread for me.

ate it hungrily as i din't eat breakfast.
yumyum. :]
then we went to eat lunch.
i was too full already.
leftovers ate by weng.
then sent him to school.
for a short meeting.
while i went j8 shopping.
every shops had nice nice valentine's gift.
i reached there a short while and received his call.
said he was ready and asked me to come his school.
then we went down to Compass Point.

went to the arcade there as planned.

there was this valentine day promo.

14bucks and you get to play around 24games.

we played many many games. enjoyed. (:

after which went to take neoprint at the arcade there.

it will be the new neoprint we will be putting in our wallets.

after playing, headed down to bukit merah.

'dapao' KFC there and ate on the bus as we headed to west coast park.

reached there close to 8.30pm.

the bus was darn fast.

we thought we could only reach at 9pm.

played with thos lightsticks that weng brought along.

really nice! :]:]

then we played those 'playgrounds' there.

fun! then left there at 11pm.

took many pics too.

15th Feb 2007

woke up quite early today.

met weng at 10am and went science centre.

ate at jurong east and headed there.

it was not as fun as compared to yesterday.

cause we just been there months ago.
so not much new stuffs.

only the i-space and i-future is new to us.

took some pics too.
after which headed home.

as i need to go school with my parents for the briefing on China trip.

it will be in two weeks time.

1st march 10.45pm i will be at Changi airport already.

the flight is at 1.15am on 2nd march. :[

and i will be back on 15th july 7.45pm!

looking forward to 15th july!!!!!

and one of my teachers really shocked me today.

in front of my parents, she asked about my preparation of the China trip.

well.. that was okay.

she asked: " your boyfriend how?"

in front of my parents.

i was speechless. awkward silence.

i just smiled at her.

and i don't dare to look into my parents' eyes.

my teacher also know about it!

what will my parents think sia?!

that is so nice of her to ask.

luckily my parents din't say anything.

well.. SHOCKED!

two more weeks. and i will be gone.

i will miss so many people.

especially weng, ah ma and my family..... :[

i will just enjoy my CNY first.

don't wish to think about all these.

15th july 2007 FASTER come!

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, February 14, 2007
12:43 AM

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

hope to enjoy myself.

but i'm so so so troubled now.

i need someone to talk to.

sighs. =X

`patriciaa~

Monday, February 12, 2007
11:04 PM

the literature exam is over.
darn screwed up. :X
on that poem part.
it was a poem on his love for a country.
i thought it was for a girl.
fuck. described the country till as if the love for a girl.
mislead me. and stupid huilian still laugh so loud at my MISTAKES!
regret not checking the book.
the answers are all there.
and this whole question worth 25 marks! out of 100. quarter of the total k.
fuck man. okay never mind.. it's over.
just pray hard the other projects and stuffs will pull me up.
ohya. regarding the engagement thing...
i love huilian and sharon's response.
darn funny lah! they so concerned about me wor. LOL.
lixin also darn cutee. sms me to ask.
and even say i "li hai" after i told her the truth.
anyways i will really get engaged on the 29th Feb 2007. :]
i haven't do the resume yet.
dead. tomorrow need send.
i better find the format now.
i don't know how to write a resume.
or rather i forgot how to.
wonder should i go the farewell party tomorrow.
huilian working. sharon and zhen helping out.
so LONELY!
see mayday how then decide bah.
valentine's coming!
CNY's coming too.
and i think i'm getting fatter and fatter.
i better eat lesser this CNY. :\

`patriciaa~

Sunday, February 11, 2007
11:14 PM

GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR THE LIT EXAM TOMORROW!!!
i JUST finished reading the story of Ah Q.
well... i don't understand the story AT ALL.
please don't come out too much on that.
i did too little preparation for this exam.
too slack. sort of.. didn't study at all. :X
luckily the exam is open book.
hope more questions will come out from the books.

CNY is coming! HEHEHE. :]

`patriciaa~

Friday, February 09, 2007
11:20 PM

To all my friends,

you are all cordially invited to my engagement ceremony at Fullerton hotel ballroom two on 29th Feb 2007 at 7pm.

please be seated by 6.30pm.

Your presence will be greatly appreciated!

Please let me know if you are coming.

Regards, Patricia :]

`patriciaa~

Thursday, February 08, 2007
10:32 PM

finally i started reading those stories for lit exams.

honestly, i dunno what i need to study. =X

it's 40% i think !!

anyways. did and bought many stuffs today.

finished my new year clothes shopping.

and bought the adidas sling bag,

a cute devil nano case for my ipod

and a wire holder to go along with it.

wow. big bucks gone. $$$

but i'm quite budget with my new year stuffs.

i stil got around 30bucks to return to mommy. :]

tomorrow is mommy's birthday.

should i buy something for her? but i dunno what to buy.

anyways, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO TAN WEI XIN !

`patriciaa~

Wednesday, February 07, 2007
10:07 PM

got my new specs today.

hehs. :]

and i finished my regional essay today.

as in my part. hope it was okay.

so now all work done.

left with lit exam. i better start studying soon.

met weng in the late afternoon.

went compass point.

we played that "let's go jungle" game again.

and our record today was 95% compatible. :]:]

had so much fun there.

will be going bugis tomorrow i guess.

to continue shopping for my new year clothes.

and i think i will also buy the adidas sling bag too!

mug mug mug for lit exams soon.. i hope.

`patriciaa~

Tuesday, February 06, 2007
10:03 PM

our nice EARTHQUAKES! (:

4inlove forever! loves :]

our YUMMY food!

weizhen and me (:

huilian and me (:

sharon and me (:

today was a nice day. :]
went out with my darlings today.

supposed to be meeting at 11.30am at Dover mrt.

but all were late. heh. lucky i said meet 11.30am instead of 12pm. (:

i'm supposed to be on time.

i took 74. and when it's reaching school, received a sms on that subsidy thing.

then i quickly called xinni and joined her at HMS office.

well.. made it in time.

lucky meet at 11.30 and luckily i din't take 105.

after which took 74 back to Dover mrt.

and we all went down to holland village.

had a hard time finding it.

cause 74 only stops at holland drive.

and we asked many people before getting to holland village.
after getting there, also asked many people where is swensens.

had a hard time finding it.

wasted quite some time finding it too.

darn hungry that time.

after reaching.. we quickly placed our order.

took many photos.

and the service there damn good.

the girl who served us was damn nice.

volunteered to help us take photo.

even though we din't ask.

after which headed down to bugis library to photocopy some regional work stuffs.

then went down to This Fashion.

tried many clothes there. had fun. :]

and bought a black pants for new year.

no time for bugis village.

will go down again to continue searching for my new year clothes.
then went for tuition.

left bugis at around 5.20pm.

took bus back. reached on the dot. LOL.

gotta start working on my regional work tonight.

wish me luck. :]

and i haven't study for my lit exams. :[

i had fun today.

thanks darlings~~ :]:]:]:]

and a new update!

i'm selected by MOE to be in teaching track!!! :]

but there is alot of stuffs to be done.

oh well.. at least i got in. (:

`patriciaa~

Monday, February 05, 2007
11:22 PM

happy 35th month to my darling weng! :]
yar. just one more month to our third anniversary.

but i won't be around then.

it will be the day i start my school in china.

well.. how sad.

i don't want to leave can?

the next one when i will be back will be the 41st month.

so so so long. =X

anyways went back school today.

for the image grooming talk and to pass up homeworks.

pass up so many stuffs today: radio 10mins, te xie, asian cinema report and movie reviews.

wow. so now left with regional final report and lit exams.

the image grooming talk was divided into two sessions.

one is the make-up class. the other is the grooming class.

make-up class was darn boring to me.

cause i know nothing about make-up.

and i'm not interested in make-up either.

for the grooming class.. learnt about what colours suit me best.

i belonged to the warm type.

that consultant immediately told me "warm dear, you belong to the warm type."

she din't even try those fabrics on me and she said so already. -.-

well.. i rather belong to the cool type.

cause i want love wearing black and white! AHHHAA.

then for the body shapes.. i belonged to the inverted triangle.

which means shoulder broad and butt small. LOL.

after which met weng at macritchie.

went thomson plaza for KFC.

after that headed down to great world city.

but we din't play at the arcade.

cause don't have the new "couple test game" that we want.

so ended up taking some photos there.

and took shuttle bus back already.

will be eating swensens and going out with my darlings tomorrow.

hehs. nice food. nice people. :] :]

`patriciaa~

Friday, February 02, 2007
10:31 PM

went swimming with weng today.

well... we only swim a few laps and we stopped swimming.

just play with water.

even though of the hot sun, the weather was still very cold.

especially the wind. darn strong. brrr. :x

watched I Not Stupid vcd today.

well.. hope to start on the report tonight.

then i can enjoy my weekends already. :]

wish me luck!

these few days so many pasar malam around.

hehs. nice food.

today is 2nd feb.

just one more month. :[

`patriciaa~

Thursday, February 01, 2007
11:15 PM

few days back. at esplanande. love this pic! it's now my hp's wallpaper. LOL. =p

his idiot face. forever <3<3.

it's the beginning of feburary today.
in one month's time...
which is around 28days...
i will be off.
so darn fast.
and i haven't prepare anything yet.
was planning to settle all my homeworks first.
so many things left unsaid and undone. =x
was slacking last night.
didn't do any work.
hmm well.. after my te xie i got no more mood in doing homework.
wahhhaa.
and i got the I Not Stupid show already.
weng found it for me.
thanks dear! :]
will watch it tomorrow.
and thanks to huilian for helping me search for that show! :]:]
tonight will find more research on that movie i guess.
was planning to go science centre today with weng.
cause of the free tickets we got a few months back.
but we went out quite late today.
and science centre close at 6pm.
so we didn't go there in the end.
went jurong east and IMM.
played house of the dead 4. (:
had been so long since we last played that game.

`patriciaa~