BE MY LISTENER-
1:56 AM
i'm really worried.
i'm not as brave as i think i would be.
i'm not as strong as i think i would be.
i want to be with my friends.
but i also want to get on with my ambition.
why can't both come together?
why must you make things so difficult for me?
WHY WHY WHY??????
what should i do?
i'm really lost this time.
really lost.
it's really a hard choice.
and i can't imagine the results after interview.
i won't be able to take the shock.
how i envy kids.
at least they don't need to make decisions.
life is full of making decisions.
and leading to a life full of regrets.
can we don't make decisions so that we won't regret?
the answer is a straight NO.
how contradicting.
how i wish i was a child right now. :x
`patriciaa~